♡Broken Hearts♡ (A Kiandrea Fanfiction)

♡Chapter 1♡

Andreas pov~

I'm standing right outside Kian's house. It's 4 am. I have no clue how I even got here. I just did. And I need Kian back. I'm going insane without him. I need him. It's been a whole year without him and if I have to live one more day like this, who knows what I'll do. I promised Kian I would never cut again when we started dating. I've been clean for over 2 years but I'm considering starting again to distract myself from him.

I knock on my door with a million thoughts going through my head.
"Has he gotten over me?" "What if he still hates me?" "It's been a year, Andrea! You're so stupid for even having this idea. If he wanted you back, he would've said something by now!" But it's too late now. I knocked on his door. "Shit! I'm so stupid!" I thought. We haven't had one actual conversation since we broke up and I'm here thinking I could show up and everything would be back to normal. My thoughts were interrupted by Jc opening the door.

"Andrea what're you doing here?" He asked.
"Can I talk to Kian for a minute? It's kinda important." I said nervously. I can't believe I'm finally doing this.
"Uh sure. Let me go get him real quick." He said as he ran into the other room. Okay. What am I supposed to say when he comes over here?
But then I heard talking. I decided to listen because it was most likely about me.

"What do you think she's gonna say dude?" I heard Jc say.
"I don't know. I really hope it's something good though. You know how much I still like her." Kian said.

My thoughts are going crazy now. He does still like me! I think I have the confidence to tell him how I feel! After a few more minutes of waiting, Kian walks to the door. This is it.

"Hey Andrea!" He said excitedly. He was excited to see me?
"Hey Kian. Can we talk for a minute? It's really important and I really need to know what you think." I said nervously. My stomach is tied in a knot and and my anxiety is going crazy.
"Yeah sure. What is it?" This is it. I can't back down now. I have to just say it.
"I still like you." I finally blurted out. That was so much harder than I thought it would be. When Kian just stood there not saying anything I started to second guess myself.
"Well? Do you still like me?" I asked, kind of confused. I honestly have no clue what he's thinking about right now.
All of a sudden, he smiled his cute smile, leaned in to kiss me, and then everything went black.

The next thing I knew, I sat up in my bed. It was all just a dream. It was so stupid how I have those almost every night, but I still think they're real. I need to actually do it. I'm going crazy without him. I have to tell him today.

A/N~
Hey guys this is my new story and it's just getting started so bear with me. I just wanna say I have no clue how often I'll update on this because I have a ton of stuff going on this week since it's my last week of school so I'll update whenever I can. Thanks for reading!!

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