I went of the cab and keep walking
Don't know where to go, I want to run but my feet can't.... Found myself on the side of the street.Body is shaking and trembling.Until my knees touched the ground..it's like having a quake on my mind.
I really wanted to shout out loud, it's like the end of the world for me.The sky seems so sad when I stared.Only tears are running out of my eyes.Seems like no voice coming out of my mouth.i can still hear His Voice on a very loud tone.
HE IS TELLING ME TO GO!bUt I insisted to stay.i really wanted to see and to be with HIM..coz I really do miss MY BABY !
I can still imagine His disturbed eyes,HE LOOK so annoyed with my presence...Again HE TOLD ME TO GO.....until the fourth time...and before I wave goodbye I still remember..I GAVE HIM MY BEST SMILE.
A year ago,HE let me go just when I needed HIM MOST.But now he told me to go just WHEN I LOVE HIM MOST.Nothing is FOREVER,except my Care for HIM!!!!
I really wish for HIS HAPPINESS,and I will OBEY him!!!I WILL NOT DISTURB HIM ANYMORE!HE WILL NOT SEE MY FACE FOR LIFE....but HE WILL still on my prayers everyday, But NEVER BRING HIS PICTURE AGAIN with me on the CHURCH anymore..,ILL BE GONE....FOREVER!
