Lalisa Love Me (HunLisa Fanfiction)

34: READY

34: READY
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S E H U N

"Oh Sehun, what did you do?!"

I knew Suho Hyung would react this way. And I know that he will immediately go to me as soon as he found out about what I posted. 

I smirked as the comments flooded demanding of who the lucky girl is.

Of course, I reported and blocked all the accounts that have any negative words to say about my relationship and most especially those who tried to say harmful words towards Lisa.

I turn to face Suho Hyung who grabbed both my shoulders and shrugged me. "Do you realize what you have done?! Do you know how angry Lee Soo Man is right now!"

My brows arched. "As far as I remember, I don't sign any dating ban contract."

"But still!" He tried so hard to compose himself. "This is a huge scandal! You posted your girl!"

"And so?" I challenged him. "What's wrong about it?"

Suho Hyung's face was so red. He is mad. But I know he will never get mad at me for so long. It's just that, as a leader and me being his member, he feel that it is his responsibility to clean up any 'mess' that I make.. I don't think what I did is trouble though.

I had to. I just had to be honest.

If I didn't post it, then when will I have the chance to do so? To tell everyone that I love Lisa? I can't be silenced forever. I can't just let anyone not know.

I'm tired of loving her in silence.

I'm tired of hiding my feelings. If the exo-ls truly love me as an idol, then they will support me and let me be free to love her. I know the blinks will be the same for her.

And if anyone would disagree, then who cares? I am not their puppet anyway.

I heard Suho Hyung heave a deep breath. His hold on me loosened up as he stared at my face. "You do know there will be consequences for what you impulsively posted, Oh Sehun."

I nodded seriously.

"You know there's a chance that every fans will turn their backs on you." He stated warily. "You know how scary and troublesome it can be. They can make a petition.."

I looked away.. I know.

"They may want you out of the group or demand you to break up with your girl."

"I won't." I stated.

"What?" He tilted his head. "You won't leave us or you won't break up with her?"

My jaw clenched. I don't want to answer that.

"I just.. It's just.." Suho Hyung took a few step away from me to sat on the sofa. "You know how hard it is for Jongdae right? You know how hard he fought.. you know we almost lost.."

A small smile tugged on my lips. "But Chen Hyung won. We still have him."

There are those idols who are scared to love. There are those who let other people control them. Those who let themselves get leashed in order to have some strings to held onto even if it means they are chaining their own selves.

And there are those who cut the strings. Those who fought for their happiness.

Jongdae Hyung broke the internet when he announced that he is already having a child with his wife. There are those people who even rally just to get him out of the group because they felt 'betrayed' for what he did.

Is it wrong to love? Is it wrong to want to live a life aside from being an idol?

"I love Lisa, Suho Hyung." I told him with all honesty. "And Jongdae Hyung set a good example to me, that I should fight for the person I love."