Randomness

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People that aren't more than meets the eye are boring. People, who are in the now, can't see the future. Maybe I am one of those people, but I will honesty never know. Perhaps if our team were to be more than what we thought, we might have won the battle. But is it really about winning the battle or is it about being remembered for the fight you fought? This may be just me trying to fix what I believed to be broken, but know seeing the wreckage I've made, it made everything before seem so small and perfect. Maybe this is a forever memory that doesn't go away possibly something never to be messed with, but somehow you get that feeling to still try 'cause somehow you have this crazy thought it might work. I swear I was living in that same moment over and over and couldn't get away from it, and maybe I'd I enjoy the pain of remember the suffering I caused. Maybe these words are a shout into your ear that will come right out, but to me this is something that is meaningful. In these words I have said, there are memories and feeling that can't be expressed, and this is the part where something priceless comes in to save me.