When I was only a kid.. I thought I had a perfect family, I thought I had everything. I thought everything was happy...
But now I wished I never even had a family.. Because they thought me how cruel the world is. My brothers thought me adult 🔞 stuff and even abused me. They even almost blinded me by throwing salt, chili, metal in my eye, I hated my brothers.
And my mom thought me mentally and physical abuse, by beating me up when I was only 8 because she thought I was doing something bad just because a boy was asking me out. She even thinks my voice is too loud that I was being rude to her or yelling at her. She uses everything that's near her as a thing to punish me.
My sister died in a very young age by cancer. She was just a kid.. And I was jealous by others showing they're baby sister because when my sister was a baby, she died. She died by lung cancer, her last words was only soft whimpers. I always missed her and I haven't forgotten about her.
My step brother was mean and hurtful sometimes.. But he was cool also. When my mom is gone he sometimes make me food or give me money to buy food for myself. He was sometimes kind and soft but then, last night when my mom was drunk my step brother said he had a girlfriend. My mom got mad and throwed a bottle at my step brother. I was the only one home last night and I was hiding in the kitchen because of glass bottles being shattered on the ground. My step brother packed his stuff and left the house while my mom was shouting and throwing stuffs around. I never saw my step-brother for years.. But I always thought I see him in social media.. Which Im not sure.. But I missed him since he was nicer then my previous brothers right now..
They say they want to be kids again, but I want to grow on a brighter side. Because when I was a kid. It was a living hell fore and even for others too. They just hide it somehow.
And now... Let's not talk about my dad for now.
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overdramatic?.....
Aléatoirejust a vent to let myself down, I recommend not to actually read this since it's personal but some of this are mostly personal... this is only to vent so I can feel relived or so. thanks..
