Shu Sakamaki's Appetite

DayDream

A faint light seeped through your thick heavy curtains. You groan as the past events roll through your mind like a film you'd rather forget. At least this time your dreams were peaceful and you actually felt well rested. Pushing yourself out of bed you peep through the curtains, determining that it was around dusk just before night fell.
It was the perfect time to be awake, the brothers would be in their deep sleep and you'd be free to roam the mansion without any bother.
You quickly freshen yourself up in the bathroom and wear a comfortable fitting dress. All that currently was on your mind was the thought of breakfast.
Hurrying happily down to the kitchen you raid the fridge for ingredients.
Prepping the frying pan on the stove you grin as the bacon sizzles away, it smells wonderful.
And then you wonder if this is how the brothers smell you. Like how delicious you smell.
And then it hits you again, all of the recent events with Shu and his dreams.
The bacon lay burning at this point.
Shu knew exactly what was happening and he just wasn't going to give you answers. Even more infuriating was the fact he was obviously playing with your feelings in real life and being every bit the romantic in your dreams!
You finally rescue the bacon and place it on your plate.
It lay there looking sorry for itself, way past it's best tasting. You've never related more with a piece of meat.
How truly pathetic your life has turned.
You sit at the table now poking your breakfast about.
Shu had said something last night before you left, you were too upset to recognise it, but now.. open a window? You feel too hot...
He definitely knew!!
The only question was what were you going to do about it, or more importantly, what could you do about it?
Even if you were to figure out this whole situation, would you get the answers you want? Would Shu just magically open his loving arms to you?
You scoff at that. That fear loving ice block! Even if he did have feelings for you, would he even acknowledge them himself?! More than likely he'd reject them.
You sink low in your chair, your head resting on your arms on the table.
"Pining for me again?"
You sit bolt upright, nearly snapping your neck as you whip your head toward the voice behind you.
Shu leans against the wall, a small smirk grows on his face.
"Shu?! Aren't you asleep?!" You gasp and wonder how much time has passed already.
He grins, amused by your response, "Aren't you?"
Hm? What did he mean?
"It's still light out isn't it?" Wishing there were windows in this room to check.
He sighs and sits on a chair nearby, he leans back lazily. You can't help but look at his half open shirt as it exposed more of his chest.
"I was hungry."
Without thinking you scoff and laugh.
He's surprised by this and confused.
"If I'm correct you had your fill last night." You explain and stand, figuring you'd be safer moving about the kitchen than being still like a deer caught in headlights in your chair.
You scrape your plate and place it in the dishwasher nearby.
"If only I had..." he finally whispered, so quiet you hardly heard him
Turning to look at him he's actually looking down and in thought.
You sigh, realising the actual reason he was here.
"You want to feed right?" There's a sudden surge of annoyance towards him, it definitely out weighs the anxiety right now.
"Fine!" You stomp towards him, sitting on his lap and pulling your hair from one side of your neck. "Here! Just take it!"
Shu's silence was deathly but you stuck to your guns and readied for an aggressive bite.
You feel him bend down, his lips press to your skin. And that's it. Lips press again and again.
Confused you sit in stunned silence.
Shu planted more gentle kisses along your neck, his arms slowly moved about you, holding you comfortably.
You were almost too afraid to move. You don't want him to stop this. But you give soft sigh as his tongue circles and his teeth gently grazes your skin.
"Shu..." You groan and give into his touches deeply.
His hands find your face and you turn to look at him and his lips close on yours instantly. You melt even more, feeling Shu's sudden need spread into you. It was desperate, sudden and overwhelming. Within seconds he has you sat on the edge of the table. His hands still gently holding your face, his tongue teasing yours. You press your body to his and his hands now drop down to hold your hips. Your legs separate wider and accommodate his body to yours.
"Shu.." you plea, "Please don't do it.."
You feel his frown as he continues kissing.
Your heart finally reaches your head so you can get out your words to him.
"Don't do it if you don't mean it...."
The thought of him pulling away now just hurts.
Why did you even say it?!
He pauses, pulling away slightly but still looks at you and your pleading face.
"Shu?"