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Hello I'm a new writer I honestly just wanted to see what it was like to write one of these stories and hopefully people like it. Be nice this isn't for everyone and it's really not that serious it's only for entertainment. Thank you I hope y'all like it! And don't come for me if you see a grammar mistake.

                           Taehyun's Journal
June 19, 2024
My therapist told me that I should start writing in my journal she said that if I find it hard to express myself then I should just write it down. I go to therapy for my anxiety and BDD (Body dysmorphic disorder) I don't think it will work but it wouldn't hurt to try I guess. Summer has just started and I find the days to be pretty boring.

It's been hard to talk to my friends now that it's summer break but I'm too busy working and going to my singing practices so I just don't have the time. Huening my best friend lives and works with me at a music shop so he's really the only friend that I have talked to. But I really wish that I would talk more with Beomgyu he's been on my mind all summer and he won't leave.

I started catching feelings for him about 2 weeks ago and I'm trying to convince myself into thinking that he's just handsome. But I constantly find myself daydreaming about him and I smile when I do. I can't complain, because I like the way it feels when I think about him.

I never questioned my sexuality not until now and I know Beomgyu is gay but I can't just asume that he likes me back. He's so fun to be around and I get so caught up in his smile I realize that I stare at him for a little too long. This summer I promise that I'll make him fall in love with me. 
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When Taehyun said that him and Hueningkai were best friends he really ment it and Taehyun isn't the type to call just anybody his friend. They really are almost like brothers mostly because they live with each other. So Hueningkai knew that Taehyun doesn't really hang out with their friends as much, so he plans a hang out and forces Taehyun to come along.

Once's they arrived to the movies Soobin and Yeonjun were already there so they were all just waiting on Beomgyu. But once Beomgyu arrived they were having an argument on which movie they should watch Barbie or Oppenheimer. Yeonjun & Taehyun wanted to watch Oppenheimer and Hueningkai & Soobin wanted to watch Barbie so Beomgyu was the tie breaker.

"You guys know I'm gay right? Of Course I want to watch Barbie, but if it makes Taehyunie happy then I vote Oppenheimer"

"Thanks gyu" Taehyun says shyly before running to the bathroom because realized that he was red.

Taehyun ended up in the middle of Soobin and Yeonjun because Yeonjun was mad that Soobin didn't vote on the same movie as him. "Taehyun come switch with Kai" the black haired boy quickly got out of the seat and sat where Kai was sitting (he whispered)  "Thank you (to Beomgyu) and sorry Kai" Now he is sitting next Beomgyu happy about the switch.

"You looked doomed and I know Kai can handle them, but that always fight like as if their dating. Do you think they are?" Taehyun choked a little on his drink  "Dating? In our friend group is that even allowed? That would just break the friend group up"

"So they should just hide their feelings then and never even try?" Beomgyu ran off to the bathroom clearly pissed. This caught Taehyun by surprise but Yeonjun nudged at him to go after Beomgyu. "Hyung wait I'm sorry it's not my business if I think they should date or not, please don't be mad the movie is about to start and I want us to be good" they both look into each others eyes and give each other a soft smile.

"I can't stay mad at you.. let's go" Beomgyu grabs the others hand and they both run to the movie just in time.

-The next day at work
"Huening~ can you help me tune this guitar it's acting up" taehyuns says loud enough for Hueningkai to hear him from the other room but also loud enough for someone else to hear who had just entered the store. Taehyun didn't even notice someone walked in the room "I can help you with that Taehyunie"

"Omg you scared me, don't sneak up on me like that!" Beomgyu giggled while Taehyun gives him a dead stare "Okay Okay I'm sorry but let me help you I actually play guitar so just accept the help"

-Taehyun's mind-
I really didn't expect to see him today I look so bad too and I feel red. What should I dooo??

"Fine but you have to answer some questions while you do it" Taehyun says with a smirk "Okay ask me anything you'd like, I'm an open book" Teahyun handed him the guitar and Beomgyu got to work

"So is there any new guys in your life?" Beomgyu was surprised by the question and it was so random of Taehyun to ask him a question like that. He had never asked him about his love life before and out of all their friend group they were the only two that weren't that close. "No but what's the sudden interest?" Taehyun didn't know what to say

"Uhh idk we just don't talk much anymore and I-I don't know what your type in men I... want to introduce you to someone" Taehyun regretted every bit of that but it's okay maybe he can still save this "Really? Well please introduce me I would love to meet him! Can you give me his number?" Beomgyu says all excited

"82-7-409-7157" Taehyun look down at the ground feeling like an idiot once he realized what he just did.
"Taehyun?"
"Yes?" 
"This is your number"

-Beomgyu's Pov
I can't believe Taehyun wants to set me up after so many hints I gave him that I like him and now he has the audacity to set me up? I'll get the guys numbers and make Taehyun jealous for not getting with me.

"Taehyun?"
"Yes"
"This is your number"

Wtf does this mean why would he give me his number? Does he like me back? Can he just hurry up and say something

"Beomgyu... listen I really l-like you and I understand if you don't like me back...don't say anything now I don't think I could handle it"

"Teahyun"
"I said don-"
Beomgyu interrupted his words with a kiss, Taehyun pulled out first and hesitated for a bit and went back for another. Their bodies getting closer as Taehyun runs his hands through Beomgyus hair and it's getting harder for them to breathe.

"Taehyun have you tuned the guitar yet the lady up front is asking fo-" they both pushed each other apart, both of their faces red and out of breath  "Omg sorry sorry" Hueningkai said closing the door then opened it again "Actually no Taehyun you're at work Beomgyu you should go."

+I hope y'all didn't get bored idk what I feel about this chapter. I might just end it here and thanks if you actually read it. And if y'all have questions leave a comment.

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