I stepped in the bad boy's world

Am I strong?

Am I strong?

P.O.V NEVAEH

Another beating and another bruise I have to hide. my name is Nevaeh and my mother who travels a lot, who doesn't really care about me and just cares about my stepfather and her money, well she cares about me but only when she's away and well when she's home its ''I'm busy'' or ''why do you like me miserable'' and well I only speak to her 15 minutes a week and that's all. My stepfather hates me since I was a 11 years old and my "mother" married him when I was 8 years old and now I'm in 10th grade and my little sister Lilly wasborn 2 years later and is 6 years old and she is the only one that can depend on me because my dead beat mum and my dead beat stepfather, who gets drunk every night then beats me, by the way I'm 16 years old and this is my life.

First day of school and I'm already late because I took Lilly to school and now I'm going to get beats or a talking to if I'm lucky by my boyfriend and yeah he beats me but he loves me and it teaches me a lesson but I don't get a beating regular. I'm running though the hall to try and get to form on time but I'm five minutes late and I feel like crying and going home but I tried and going in but then he looks at me and waters in my eyes and Kaleb was just looking saying ''I'm going to get your ass'' and I just went sat down but just looking at Xavier and he just was like "what you looking but face"

I just looked down and tears coming down my face and just saying to myself I'm worthless and Kaleb bruising my leg by pressing on it.

I wipe my tears and look up and smile at Kaleb and he just steers and all I here is the bell and I get up to go to music class and Kaleb said meet me at the janitress closet and I just nod and walk out in my baggy jumper and jeans and converse shoes. I walk down the one hall I never like to go to, I step in and he just slaps me in the face and pulls me by my face and I just cry and he tells me again how I'm a bitch and I need to get it though my skull and I just cry. once he is finished I walk out and just walk to the bathroom and gets the blade out and cut my arms 8 times and just cries and i feel more alive in my own dreams and i wash my face and puts foundation on and walks out with my scared arms, i wants to fall asleep buti just walks to music class. i walks in and sits down and miss peter is just enjoying her class but she can't get why i feels empty. I gets called up and is told to sing killing me softly by Lauren hill

Strumming' my pain with his fingers

Singing' my life with his words

Killing me softly with his song

Killing me softly with his song telling my whole life

With his words killing me softly with his song

I heard he sang a good song

I heard he had a style

And so I came to see him

And listen for a while

And there he was this young boy

A stranger to my eyes

Strummin' my pain with his fingers

Singin' my life with his words

Killing me softly with his song

Killing me softly with his song telling my whole life

With his words killing me softly with his song

I felt all flushed with fever

Embarrassed by the crowd

I felt he found my letters

And read each one out loud

I prayed that he would finish

But he just kept right on

Strummin' my pain with his fingers

(One time, one time)

Singin' my life with his words

(Two times, two times)

Killing me softly with his song

Killing me softly with his song telling my whole life

With his words killing me softly with his song

I said whoa oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, la, la, la, whoa

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ohla, la, la

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, whoa

Oh, oh, oh, la, la, la, la, la

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

Strummin' my pain with his fingers

(Yes he was)

Singin' my life with his words

Killing me softly with his song

Killing me softly with his song telling my whole life

With his words killing me softly with his song

Tears falling down her eyes and she realized no one has told her that she pretty and it hasn't changed a day in years and she knows nobody cares and she don't understand what she did. She look up and she see everyone crying and you feel like to hide but you sit back down in your seat and you stare at the mic. You hear the bell and you just get up and go you walk down the loud hall that seems so quite an you see the one that supposed to love you for who are but then you get the never to walk up to him and say "were done, I don't love you anymore" and then she felt like the proudest person in the world like she has won the Olympics and the world cup all in one.... But then she felt the worst pain ever and she saw in the reflection in the mirror her face was all red and bruised.

Kaleb said "you don't leave me in till I tell you to leave me"

Grabbing my face and the I thought he was going to hit me but then Xavier came and hit him.....

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