Don't leave - part 1

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It's been over two month after the wedding, everything was going great, leaving SVU was hard but, I couldn't keep up anymore. Olivia and Fin, keep in contact with me, asking me how we are doing and also asking about Jesse and Billy, and Carisi of course, sure they do see him at court and so on.

The both of us, decided a family honeymoon with the two girls. I started teaching. Something else and different.

Olivia and Fin, even visited me at class to see and I was just happy to see their faces trough all the students.

Billy and Jesse, are doing better since that monster in the closet accident. They keep asking about Olivia and Fin, and promised them, that I will visit.

Somehow, a few days later. I started to feel unwell, symptoms I noticed beforehand. Could it be?

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I was walking after class, I got a phone call from Carisi.

"How are you?" He asked I smiled but, also frightening

"I'm great." I smiled back presenting to be normal.

"I have a case with Captain Benson, they keep asking for you."

"Rollins, hey!" I hear Liv's voice.

"Hey!" I laughed happily.

"Are you visiting?" She asked and I knew this will do me good.

"Definitely. In an hour." I told and smiled as we hang up. I quickly went to the drug store, got a pregnancy test, and rushed home.

....

It's been a long 5 minutes, I look at it and smiled, a small + sign. Knowing I was pregnant with Carisi child makes it know scariest. Will he accept or decline?

I quickly put away and remember I need to go to SVU.
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I arrived and got warm hugs by the group, Liv showed me to her office and we just sit and talked.

Amazing people and memories, and yet my mind was somewhere else, I noticed Liv staring at me, Fin noticed.

"Amanda, is everything alright?" She asked looking at me.

"Is Jesse and Billy alright?" Fin asked and I smiled

"Their great, healthy."

"Amanda, I know you."

"Is everything going good with you and Carisi?" Fin asked

"Everything is going great, he is the perfect father and husband I could asked for, makes us happy, makes me happy." I told smiling as Fin got a call and excused him out leaving Liv with me.

"And?" Olivia asked me bumping me out of thoughts. I looked around and didn't see Carisi.

"Amanda, what is going on?" She asked again with force as a caring mother.

"Liv, I'm pregnant with Carisi child." I told out of the blue, her face light up.

"Ahh, I'm so happy!" she screamed with joy and I smiled she noticed it.

"Amanda?"

"I'm scared, he doesn't know yet. What if she doesn't want the baby."

"Amanda, it's Carisi we are talking about? He is your husband."

"I know but, Jesse and Billy are from different fathers, I choose to have them what if this baby messed everything up. " I told with tears in my eyes, Liv gave me a hug.

"Something beautiful is coming Amanda, I'm so, so happy and proud for the two of you. He is going to be so happy. " Liv told and embraced me, I hug her tide.

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