Emotions

Relationship

Your relationship with El Sin Nombre did escalate pretty quickly. When you first arrived to the cartel quarters or well more like not in your will, at first at least. You've never had a big fight with her, she always treats you very differently, as for her man that work for her, she has no mercy, the way she shouts at them, you're so glad that you're not treated like one of the man that work for her.

''No te quiero volver aquí cabrón, me escuchaste?'' (I don't wanna see you here, you fucker)

Valeria shouted back in Spanish at the man in front of her desk, he looked like he shitted himself, scared, trembling, probably scared for his life. You were organizing some papers in valeria office on the other side of the room.
The man practically rushed through the door not looking back at Valeria or you.

"Poor guy looked like he was seeing the death itself"Y/N said not looking at Valeria.
and continuing what you were doing.

You felt the light shifting and a body moving closer to you, behind your back a faint hot breath, you felt a chill down your back, every time you felt that kind of chill It drives you crazy. Y/N stopped for a moment what you were doing, organizing some papers, not turning back.

"Did I tell you to stop your work?" Valeria whispered to your ear.

"N-No. Sorry" Y/N said with a faint shiver.

Continuing your work, you felt a heavy hand tracing down your back and grabbing on to your waist. She pulled up Y/N hair to put some faint kisses down the back of your neck. Y/N breathing shifted to an agitated one, Valeria knew what she was doing, she loved teasing. But she was careful when it was at work, you don't want your enemy's to find a way to bring you down in a painful way, you didn't care, in a way. You knew the whole world Valeria was working on, Mafia.

But you're still here.

With her.

"How about we go out tonight, forget about our worries and then finish in my bed?" Valeria said confidently, supporting her face in Y/N neck.

"That sounds like a great plan" Y/N chuckled.

"Great then... see you at 8 pm" Valeria stopped the embrace and spanked your ass.

"Hey! I thought the work zone was a "let's be professional". Y/N said crossing my arms

"Hmm.. really? Don't remember. Well I'm still the boss around so that doesn't apply to me then"
Valeria chuckled.

I loved seeing her happy, like if she wasn't ready to load her gun from her back pocket just 5 minutes ago and shoot that poor guy. Sometimes Valeria... could be explosive with her emotions, I guess this work breaks you a lot mentally and physically. I cannot imagine all the stress she has to bear, she cannot look weak to anyone, since man's in this business sees woman's as weak. But they don't know Valeria, El Sin Nombre, and believe me they don't want to know her like I do.

Y/N finished working in Valeria's office.

"Amor, I'm done, I just need to grab a few things from my office and change, see you in a few hours" Y/N said.

Placing a faint kiss on Valeria's forehead, she didn't look back at her, her eyes were glued to those papers she had on her hands, reading them, seemed like something really important, but murmured a faint "ok". Y/N worked for Valeria but Valeria always kept some information to herself, she didn't want to compromise the life of Y/N no more than already is.

Y/N closed the door from El Sin Nombre office, some tall scary guys standing in front of the door, Valeria always had people protecting her, with all this thing of being a cartel leader, extra protection is always important, it can be your last day and you'll never know.

The drive to your house wasn't that far, actually like 15 minutes by car, you where in the back seat lost in the thought that you forgot to hear the driver.

"Miss we're here, do you want me to take you somewhere else's?" Said the driver.

"No Juan, thanks I'll be waiting for Valeria" Y/N replied with a warm smile and opened the door from the car.

You took a few steps toward the big entrance to your mansion, you'll never get enough of it. Y/N knew that Valeria had... well money, but to expect you'll both be living in a huge mansion, that was amazing but unexpected, sometimes scary it was way too big, easy to be lost, easy for someone to sneak into the hundred rooms in the night and kill your lover. But you knew Valera personal quarters specially this state had the maximum security imposible for enemies to enter and kill her off, at least without them knowing.

By the time you were taking a shower, and dressing on was 7:30 PM, a little late for your liking and Valeria was still not home, though you thought she got busy last minute by something quick, nothing to worry about, after all, it's been weeks since you two went out, had a normal couple talk, this past few months had been exhausting for both of you, physically and mentally, the cartel has been taking a lot of Valeria time, and you knew what you were signing for the moment you accepted you had feelings for her, it wasn't going to be an easy road to be fair.

8:00 PM

Still no sign of Valeria.

That was kinda weird since if she couldn't have come she would have called you back and postponed the dinner, but you still decided to wait, you didn't want to interrupt her by calling or texting so you decided you were going to wait just a little bit.

8:30 PM

Not trying to be paranoid but you were starting to get anxious, you went downstairs looking for some personal to ask if someone knew where Valeria was or if she had communicated with any, not trying to sound suspicious or anything. Everyone denied having any contact with the boss, so you went back upstairs. Jumped to the big king bed, the sheets still smelled like her, you decided to wait it out just a few more minutes until the tiredness got the best of you and fell asleep.