I Can't Live Without You *Niall Horan Fanfiction*

Chapter 1

Niall's POV

Just one more signing.

One more signing and it will all be over.

Then I can catch the next plane back to Ireland and just be normal for the next 6 months. No fans screaming at us and mobbing us. No hate. No messages. Just me, my family and friends. Like it used to be. Before One Direction.

Don't get me wrong.

I love living the dream!

I love my bros. Liam, Harry, Zayn and Louis.

I love the fans.

I love performing.

But it all gets a bit much sometimes.

When poeple love you, there will always be people who hate you.

Sometimes it feels like more people hate me more than others.

"You don't deserve to be in One Direction!"

"You're fat!"

"Brace-face!"

I put on a brave face, so the boys don't get worried about me, but it does hurt.

They tell me the haters are just jealous. They stick up for me. Liam even stopped me from walking away in the airport when some fans wanted a picture with him but not me.

But there's so many haters that I'm starting to believe them.

I feel worthless.

I layed on the bed. Staring at the celing. Thinking. Breathing. Is that why they hate me? Because I'm still breathing?

"Niall! Get up!" Louis called knocking on my hotel room door! "It's time for breakfast!"

No that can't be it... I can't think like that! They hate me because others love me. Right?

Wait, did Louis say breakfast?

I leaped out of bed and opened the door.

"Good morning!" Louis grinned

"Can I have pancakes?" I grinned at Louis

"Yeah let's go! The guys are already down there!"

We got down to the kitchen/dining room.

Harry sat with one seat next to him saved for Louis.

Liam and Zayn sat with a seat spare in between them.

"Come sit here!" Liam called, pointing at the seat.

"Morning Niall!" Zayn grinned

"Good morning guys, what would you like for breakfast?" a nice waitress came up to us with a notepad and a tired grin.

"Special K!" said Louis

"Can I have some coco pops?" said Liam

"Toast please!" said Harry

"Boiled eggs with soldiers!" said Zayn

"Lot's of pancakes!" I grinned "With syrup too?"

"OK got it. Special K, coco pops, toast, boiled eggs and pancakes with syrup, any drinks with that?"

She walked back to the kitchen and came back about 10-15 minutes later with our food and drinks.

We finished our breakfast and Paul walked in.

"OK guys time to go! The first half of the signing starts in an hour!"

The nice waitress took our plates as we stood up to follow Paul.