This is me, this who I am

Chapter 1⃣ How life begins

On July 22 2003 a beautiful baby was born. Her name was Nina. Nina never stopped smiling she loved to smile almost nothing could stop her from smiling except when she was hurt or someone she loved got hurt. I had an older brother his name was jack he was 2 years older then me. We grow up together are rooms were next to each other we played outside everyday and when it was raining we play in our rooms together we didn't care for the computer or TV. I was 4 and my brother was 6. We loved to play in the computer room but we didn't play the computer we played with our toys so to us it was our play room. Though my brother had school we still played after school I had school to kindergarten but I didn't go much. But when I did I met someone her name was Myra she asked me to meet one of her best friend I met her. Her name is Tricia we play that's when I stated to go to school more often.1⃣ Year past I was finally 5⃣ half way to 🔟 YAY!!! So happy. But On one tragic day, August 5th my parents left to dauphin. So my aunt Megan was going to baby sit she brought her two children lassie and tendon. Meanwhile me and jack were jumping off the deck onto the trampoline it was fun. Our parents left. A Few Minutes Later...... It was dinner time we all ate. Megan said "you stay in side now it hot outside" we both said "okay" so we went to the play room and played cars for a bit and lassie was on the computer, tendon was watching TV, and Megan was cleaning. Then me and jack got bored, So we went to build a tent in his room and tendon help. He was quite older then me and jack but we didn't seem to care. After  we were done we put pillows in it. Then tendon asked for jack to go outside the room he said "k". Tendon brought me into the tent he asked me to lay down and close my eyes I did. He put duck tape on my hands and my mouth I opened my eyes and tried to asked what was happening the tape was to strong then he took my pants off he......RAPED ME......I stared to tear up 😥😢 closed my eyes and shake my head left and right and moving around hoping someone will save me from here after awhile he stopped and told me " if u tell anyone I'll make sure u will never live to see the end of it"I shook my head yeah he took the tape off  I put my pants on and left the room to the bath room as fast as I can and cleaned up and didn't smile the rest of the day but portend to be happy and I still play out side with jack because I didn't want to be anywhere near tendon I didn't really pay attention to anything but what just happened to me. Me and jack were just tired so laying down in the grass and watched the clouds is a good idea. Our parents came home I just sat in the grass all this time we'll they left. I was thinking what did I do to deserve this. It got dark I went to bed early, I use to smile well dreaming and wake up smiling and draw a picture of my dream in my note book but this time I went to bed sad😔 and woke up in the middle of the night and tired to go back to bed finally I went to bed in the morning I woke up i was so sad that I felt dried up tears on my face I drew a picture of me lying somewhere dead and all bloody because of tendon didn't go to school for a while but I knew I had to go back at some point A month later... I went back to school graduate and I was 6⃣ I was not happy😓still thinking about that one day but still had a big and good friendship with my big brother and my 2⃣ new friends they tried so hard to make me happy forever again but when they did make me happy it didn't last long. I just count forget a thing that day my parents told me and jack that she was pregnant she told us what that was I was happy for her but, me and jack always we were computable just us but we were sure we could give it a go. We asked if it was a girl or a boy?
Based on a true story of my life
TO BE CONTINUED................