22 (Amnesia & Blurr Memories)

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*2 months later*

*Wonwoo*

For the past months after I got discharged of the hospital, the members barely speak to me specially Seungkwan and he's always hanging around in the bedroom besides his bedroom and everytime I hang out in the living area I will see a photo of us 13 with a girl, whenever I tried asking who's the girl Minghao will say the girl I pushed away. And I found out that I have been banned from performing for 3 months already, I don't exactly remember what happened but the last thing I remember was us recording for our comeback but that's it. I tried asking our Manager but he won't say a thing but one time he told me that he was so disappointed in me. I also have heard in the news about that me in talks of being kicked out of the group and also for Saerom. Saerom and I have been dating but not once I told her that I love her, I don't get it why and she always complain about it. Today since it's the first time since I got out of the hospital that Saerom isn't here, Seungkwan and Minghao told me to go into the room where Seungkwan also go and cry, I didn't understand why but I did what I was told, and when I got there the room was empty except there's a bed, a chair and table and at the table there's a photo of me and the girl in our family picture also a picture of us 13 doing wacky post with her and a photo of Seungkwan giving her a piggy back, we look so happy and also there's a USB and a letter that was named for me. I took my laptop and locked myself into the room where Seungkwan always hangs out. When I putted my USB on my laptop it has couple of video, the first video was it was me trying to cook with the girl and I was calling her Kun, it was Minghao who's filming considering you could definitely hear his voice and us getting scold by Mingyu, and the girl laughing and Mingyu saying "You really never take me seriously Baby Boo, wait until I scold you for real" and then laughs, then the second video was from the girls birthday we are all singing her a happy birthday, this time it's Mingyu who's filming, there are so many artists in the video as well, the third video was me and her at the lottle world I was filming us together using her phone because she said in the video that her phone battery might die and the last video which was the fourth one was actually us getting a teddy a teddy bear, I was telling her that the other half of the couple teddy would be hers and the other one was mine when I looked closely to the bears the other one was in my room and the other one was the Teddy Bear I saw in this room that I actually got mad at Minghao because Minghao let the owner of this room steal the Teddy Bear I gave Saerom, and now that Teddy was with Saerom. Now I felt bad. After that Minghao knocked on my room and gave me another USB and then left then when I checked what's inside the USB it's a video just 1 video, I played the video and there it was me filming the girl while she's playing with Bookkeu, and I was whispering in the video and saying oh Kun if you don't know how much I love you, I love you more than anything in the world. I'm sorry if I am being coward and I couldn't tell you my feelings, I am afraid that you might reject me and I am afraid that your older brother Seungkwan might make you move into a new house if he finds out. I love you always my pretty baby boo" and Minghao in the background saying why am I secretly filming Kun and I said No and stopped recording. Then I decided to read the letter

Dearest Jeon Wonwoo

I really don't know how to start but I guess that I should just tell you how I truly feel. I am writing this while you're in coma I hope you wake up soon and smile at me, because I really missed your smile. I wish I should have just told you how I truly felt then maybe you wouldn't be in coma but what the difference does it makes? You're already in a relationship with Saerom. You kissed her on public, you even slept with her, she even said you guys already had a make out session. But that day of your accident you suddenly knocked on my room I guess it's because before everyone left you saw Hoshi giving me a kiss on my forehead considering you asked me about it. You kept forcing me to tell you how I feel about you, you even kept asking me if I love you and you're getting mad because Hoshi gave me a kiss on my forehead. I didn't wanna answer you because I don't wanna hurt myself more that time but trust me I badly wanna say I love you so much since the day you visited the orphanage, I thought that would be the first and last time that I would see you not until when I found out that I am Seungkwan's long lost sister. I was so happy because I get to see you more often and I get to spend time with you more. Imagine it's been a year already since I had liked you, Minghao always tells me that you have a crush on me and you like me but I always tell Minghao to stop blabbering. I was hurt because you have been dating the girl who always have been hating on me, she kept saying I am always the one hindering from you guys being in a relationship. Oh this USB will show you our memories together. I love you, and no matter where I am I will always love you and you will have a special place in my heart always and forever.

Boo Kun

After reading that I was in tears, I went to Minghao and Seungkwan I begged them to tell Kun to talk to me, Seungkwan didn't think it was a good idea considering they said Kun was in the process of moving on from me and in the process of healing but I still kept beg them

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