it was about 11 pm and there were more and more people in the house.
let's just say our list ended up expanding a bit. some of the people brought their friends and then they all collectively agreed to also call random girls to make it more "interesting".
I didn't care as long as nobody ended up fucking in my room. so I made sure to double lock it and hide the key. so I'm good.
not gonna lie, I felt a little stupid drinking only sodas all night with everyone around me getting wasted. but I also wasn't gonna give in, as I said alcohol is just not for me.
I don't even get the appeal to be honest.
most of the boys were wasted already. well, everyone except jahseh and wifi. I don't know why they decided not to drink tonight. well, I learned jahseh wasn't much of a drinker himself. he apparently liked wine, but nothing else really. I liked that.
I walked over to where a wasted stoketey was sitting and I sat next to him on the couch. I laughed a bit.
"yooooo emssss how you doinnn" he said, dragging out each word. I shook my head and let out a chuckle. he really does the most.
"yo stoke you good?" I heard jahseh ask with a laugh. my head perked up to see him standing in front of the couch, looking down at stokeley.
stokeley then stood up and ran away.
"I'll take that as a yes" Jahseh said with a laugh, then took a seat next to me.
"so, how you liking the party so far ma?" he asked me and I shrugged.
"it's fun, way out of my comfort zone but it's fun to do something new every now and then. I like it" I said and he smiled.
"well I'm glad you're enjoying it. I bet their drunk asses are enjoying it way more than us, though" he laughed and so did I. I really enjoyed Jahseh's company. he's always so laid back and chill to talk to.
"ight ma, catch you later. have fun" he said and ruffled my hair as he stood up and left.
I smiled at the small gesture. it made my stomach feel weird.
just then, I saw Xander and Hope walk over to me. I smiled at them and stood up, wrapping my arms around my brother immediately.
afterwards, I gave Hope a hug and smiled at her.
"yo was that dude bothering you?" Xander asked, a little concerned.
"oh, nah, don't worry. that's jahseh, he lives here. he's cool" I smiled and Xander smirked.
"oh that's yo man?" he asked and I shook my head.
"no, we're just friends" I said and Xander gave a sarcastic nod.
Then, Ally walked over to us and joined our conversation. she was tipsy, but not quite drunk. and frankly, I don't think she was planning on getting drunk.
***
it's about 4 AM and most people left already.
I was on the couch with Stokeley, Gabe, Xander, Ally and Jarad. everyone else was in their rooms or doing whatever. Hope went to the bathroom, and I haven't seen Jahseh in like a good hour and a half. I hope he's okay. He ended up getting drunk because Stokeley wouldn't leave him alone about it. Jahseh gave in, but he said this was the only time.
After a while of talking, I decided I'd go check up on him. see how he's doing.
I went upstairs and as I was about to knock on his door, I stopped myself. I scrunched my face up. I heard moans coming from his room.
I went back downstairs and sat back down on the couch. why'd that kind of bother me?
"ight where's Hope? I'm tryna go home and sleep" Xander said with a laugh.
"she went to the bathroom." I replied and he shook his head.
"can you go knock on the door and tell her to hurry up?" he asked me and I laughed, standing up and walking over to the bathroom. I knocked on the door. no response.
weird. I knocked again. quiet. I tried the handle and saw the door was unlocked. I covered my eyes and walked inside.
"sorry if I'm intruding but I just wanna make sure everything -" I peeked a bit and noticed it was dark. the light was off. I turned it on and revealed a very empty bathroom.
this can't be good? where's Hope?
I jogged over to the boys.
"she's... not in there" I said in confusion and the boys looked at me.
"ight, Hope search party" stokeley said and chuckled as he stood up, all the boys following. the boys and I went upstairs to check every room. we couldn't find her. then, as we were passing next to Jahseh's room, Xander stopped and froze.
"that fucking-" he said and quickly barged into Jahseh's room without warning. what I saw shocked me.
so Hope was the girl moaning in Jahseh's room.
"yo vro what the fuck?" jahseh said, sounding pissed off as he quickly pulled his pants up. Xander sent a blow to his face. jahseh grabbed his face and chuckled, like a whole anime villain.
"who the fuck you think you are? fucking my girl? you ain't getting away with that shit" Xander spat and Jahseh laughed even more.
"vro I didn't even know. you should be mad at her not me, she the one who asked for the dagger" Jahseh said and punched Xander straight in the chin. I gasped.
this can't be happening.
Xander tried sending another blow jah's way but he dodged it, hitting Xander in the stomach and then kicking him with his foot once more.
Xander fell to the floor and I couldn't watch it anymore. I ran over in front of Jahseh.
"STOP! that's my fucking brother jahseh" I screamed and Jahseh rolled his eyes.
"well then tell your fucking brother not to blame me for his girl deciding to fucking cheat bitch!" he yelled, slightly laughing in disbelief towards the end.
"outta my room all of you. and you as well" he said, turning to hope who was fully dressed now.
his eyes were dark and lifeless, so much unlike the beautiful ones that stared back at me before the party. he was also obviously very drunk. Hope however, was completely sober.
the boys helped Xander up and practically carried him downstairs.
tonight was a nightmare.
