Ang Cheerleader Ng Buhay Ko [boyxboy]

Chapter 55

K E N T

I can't even begin to describe the insanity that went down during the University Week. It was like a whirlwind of adventure and non-stop action, leaving me both exhilarated and totally drained. Akala ko makakapag relax ako kahit papano sa week na 'to, but man, I was wrong!

From the moment this week kicked off, it was like stepping into a whole new dimension. The emotional rollercoaster began on Monday itself, during the pep squad auction. I don't even want to be reminded of the highs and lows I experienced that day. But the real emotional rollercoaster came after the cheer camp. Everything seemed to go wrong that day, and it left me feeling emotionally exhausted.

Luckily, Jansen and I managed to patch things up right away. Or at least, that's what I thought. I could sense a hint of awkwardness sa aming dalawa the moment na nag kita kami sa gym para manood ng Battle of the Bands kasama si Kevan at mga friends niya. I tried to brush it off, but there's this nagging feeling that something's still off between the two of us.

I'm relieved that Kevan is feeling well already. I got too worried that I tried to barge into their dorm, only to be held off by Jansen. I totally understand him though. He was tired, Kevan needed all the rest he could get, and they needed their space. But the words Jansen and I threw at each other weighed heavily on my mind since then. He asked me for the nth time if gusto ko ba si Kevan. I denied — again. But the last words Jansen said felt like a strong punch in my gut.

"Just leave Kevan alone."

That's not something I can do. Just the thought of not seeing Kevan, not being with him is more than enough to break my heart. How could I leave him alone? Ngayon pa na sure na'ko sa nararamdaman ko sa kanya — more than ever. There's no other way but to push through and win Kevan. I just have to find that courage para masabi ko sa kanya. I just have to get over the fear of not having my feelings reciprocated, and I badly need to stop thinking about what other people will say about it. Damn!

"Marry me, Ernesto!!!"

"Ernesto, anakan mo 'ko!!!"

My day dreaming got cut off when I heard Marian and Timmy scream like mandrakes. I noticed na sobrang excited and grabe yung kilig nilang dalawa the moment na tinawag na ng emcee ang next contenders.

To cap off the U-Week, I found myself tagging along with Jansen and Kevan as well as his friends to attend some of the final events and activities in the University. And now, andito kami sa gym, watching the much-awaited Battle of the Bands. Every college has its representatives to compete, and the excitement in the air is palpable. The gym is packed with students, faculty, staff, and other visitors, all eager to cheer on their respective teams.

But the huge crowd and the pulsating music from the stage make my head spin. The energy of thousands of people inside the gym is overwhelming, it makes me feel like life is getting sucked out of me. Nakakabingi. Nakakahilo. Di ako sanay sa ganito.

But then, there's Kevan. His energy today is nothing short of electrifying, like a bolt of lightning cutting through the storm. Amidst the sea of people and the deafening yells and cheers, he stands out like a beacon of peace. His infectious smile and carefree spirit make me forget about the overwhelming crowd and the worries that had been plaguing my mind. It's as if he has this magical ability to whisk away my anxieties and replace them with a sense of ease and comfort.

I took a quick glance at him and I couldn't help but let out a contented sigh and a gentle smile.

The band went on to perform their first song, their own rendition of Journey's Don't Stop Believin'. I think It's a very challenging song, but they effortlessly pulled it off, impressing the crowd. As the beat of the song picked up, everyone in the audience, including Kevan and his friends, stood up to dance. Pati ako ay napatayo din. Napatingin ako kay Jansen na naka tayo na rin, but looking visibly annoyed as he kept side-eyeing Timmy. I know Jansen too well that I instantly guessed why he's looking grim. He must be feeling awkward with Denver and Timmy beside him.