Mind Of A Teen ☯

Khamoshiyan ☯

Mommα, I cried but tried.
But you choosed to think of the opposite, what I said right.

Dad, hope you weren't so busy in finding for your business rights.
That for me,you forgot to choose,
what was right.

Brother, wish you didn't choosed
silence over mom's nuisance fights.
So, that your sister could at least have the feeling of having her brother besides her right.

Bestie, you really did believed that
guy over our friendship of lifetime.
Just because,
he was the love of your life.

Boyfie, I nearly thought you were the perfect men,I imagined at teen nights.
But how could I possibly forgot that
being a asshole was your birthright.

My love, you really did deserve a better girl right!?
But I am too selfish to let someone else love you Right.

Either,I wanna became perfect
choice you could proudly say,
"That's my Women, I know right".

Or dig your name in your grave
with my own fuckin' hands in the
graveyard of my many
lovers of several nights.

Either Mine or aren't in this world.
There's no in between.

Last but not the least,
my career, I never fought for something as I did for you.

With you I can happily touch
the depth of my grave
To heights of success.
I was ready as if,
tomorrow is the to die for you.

🖤🕊🎧>>> love yourself.

Conclusion : Never let teen years to affect you deeply, I know they are hard but this time shall pass too. You are stronger than anyone, bearing anxiety, nervousness, sadistic behavior isn't a thing of kiddo's at all. Mah bish, you are smart to think of future when people are thinking of fuck like relationships. Don't you worry, we're in same ocean but different boats. But in order to reach your destination, don't forget to enjoy your ride. You can be happy, while being in the process of getting real happy, which is obviously earning freaking money lmao.