Monkie kid oneshots

Super short Spicynoodles angst

Mk pov
I was walking In the rain, redson and Mei got together and believe it or not, I am truly happy for them but I can't help but wish I could dig a hole and die. I've been in love with redson since the rise of the spider queen incident and I didn't even confess before my heart got ripped out.
"It's not fair" I muttered softly as I tears fell down my face. I wasn't far my pigsy noodle so even though it rained I went to a small park close to pigsy's and sat on the bench. I cried and I honestly didn't think no one was coming. I was probably there for 2 hours and also past my curfew.
"Mk are you ok? We've been looking all over for you and why are you in the rain." A familiar voice said but I still stayed quiet as more tears fell down my cheek
"Mk are you crying" the voice rushed to my side
"Mei I'm fine" Mk said calmly
"Mk I can tell your lying." Mei said hovering the umbrella she has over Mk.
"Mei I'm fine, really" Mk said trying to convince her but failing.
"No your not, just look at you. Your eyes are red from all the crying you've been doing and your drenched in rain. You know you can tell me anything I'm your best friend" Mei said worried. Right then and there I couldn't take it anymore I just cried louder as Mei sat on the bench with her umbrella hovering us as she was comforting me.
" I can't do it anymore! I know this is going to sound stupid, meaningless and vain, but I like redson and you came along and I-" I said as I look at Mei as she look at me shocked but her expression softened and she continued to comfort me.
"Mk I'm sorry you have to go through all this because of me but I really like redson and I really want you to support us but if it's to much-" she looked at me and paused not saying another word, but I knew what that meant. Mei was willing to leave red son for me.
"Im being selfish right now aren't I?" I said softly
"No, speaking your mind is not selfish. I would leave a hundred partners for you Mk. I will not see you cry like this ever again" she said wiping the tears on my cheek.
"But you love Redson just as much as I love him. I can't let you break yourself just like how I'm broken right now." I said shedding more tears that Mai was wiping.
"I know, I love redson but you my brother, my best friend, my compadre, my partner in crime. Hurting you hurts more than leaving redson" Mei said smiling.
"Mei I can't do that to my worse enemy talkless of you. You and redson have always had my support since you asked him out it just hurt, but it's nice to know what you would do for me. Doesn't that sound Insane?" I said smiling
"What No! Your not insane far from it." Mei said before pausing.
"Are you sure your ok with me and redson" Mei said conforming it again.
"Girl instead of talking about this can we go to pigsy's I want to get dry" I said scratching my head
"Of course let's go" Mei said cherry.
I may not have redson as a lover but all I need is my family and friends.

Thank sweet reader I know this is more of an mk angst but I liked writing it. Thank fellow reader I hope you liked it