comming back

mad with worry

Hey guys HAPPY BOOK ( for once XDDD ) enjoy
No major character death....yet XDD also the dates r set in the future XDD(its the 2 of june 2015 here)
SBST
Johns point of view c:
The blog of William Holmes

15 November 2017
God work was tedious- had to stop Sally from hitting on Phillip again. Molly laughs when ever I return home with- as she says- tales of the work place. I still here whispers of the person named John- he was a friend of Sherlock Holmes.Funny hey, my middle name is Sherlock ( Sherlock Scott) . Never mind but I can't shake off the feeling I've forgotten something- I guess this is how you feel after a medical mirical! Although that was two years ago- I'll get Molly to help me AFTER I propose- Greg's given me time off work ( a week) -although that's ment to be my job- for celebrating ect.
Well people who read my blog this is William saying BYYYEEE xox
He's getting along fine with out me, he's happy with out me. Does he rember how he proposed to me? The lanterns the bridge? The gun shots? Moriarty? He isn't Sherlock anymore he is another man who doesn't know me, he doesn't rember the crimes he doesn't rember the thrill of the chase. He doesn't rember his past or anything. Mostly,he doesn't rember me.
God I miss him. I've been dead for what, 2 years? He's been gone. He isn't my Sherlock anymore , he is William Sherlock Scott Holmes, DCI at Scotland yard. He has a girlfriend and a flat mate. He can still deduct though, he's not completely gone.
I think of him every morning and every night- if it wasn't for his blog I would be mad with worry. I still wonder if he's been on my blog ( surely it's been recommended, that's what mycroft says anyway) so maybe he could start to rember me? I promised not to contact him but I can't post him marry molly- I just can't. Maybe when he sees me he will rember, if not I will make him fall in love with me again. I love him and I am not letting him go. Good bye sanity.