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Walking back to the elevators was fucking heartbreaking

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Walking back to the elevators was fucking heartbreaking. Nothing prepared me for Beans' behavior today, it was totally out of left field. I want to know why Shady put his head down and why Beans wanted us both gone. Shawty was about to to knock Shady's block the fuck off before Tatum grabbed her. I don't know why but I am going to get to the bottom of this shit. As we made our way back over to the elevator, I caught Shady's side profile from my peripheral and he still looked like he swallowed something because his body language gave caught the hell up. It's bad enough I am out here entertaining Leilani who is Beans' ex-best friend to keep her from hurting Beans, now I need to find out what is on this nigga's noodle because nobody and I mean NOBODY is going to hurt Beans and I am counting myself as well.

"Shady, what the fuck happened?" I asked my brother as the elevator doors closed on us as I pressed the main level floor button.

"Shake whatchu mean?" He said leaning back on the wall of the elevator with his hands in his pockets. I wasn't feeling him acting like doesn't know what is currently going on.

"Nigga! You know what the fuck I'm talking about. Beans never bugs the fuck out on me and today she was trippin hard as fuck...when you show up with me." I said as we descended back to the first floor. Exiting the elevator, walking to the entrance to leave out of the doors we almost bumped in to aunt Renny.

"Shemar! Shadell! Beans' visiting hours aren't over quite yet, why are you two leaving?" Aunt Renny asked us. I was too annoyed to answer her question, Shady didn't say a word either. The look of confusion and annoyance washed across her face and I was ready to just go home and smoke a blunt, this whole situation was on my last nerve.

"She didn't want to see us, plain and simple." Shady finally said. Aunt Renny shook her head and disappeared into the building with the twins hustling in behind her. We headed back to the car, my mind was was everywhere and nothing made sense. The nonchalant approach that he had was making me madder by the minute however, I made sure that I didn't let him see that my mood had changed. Pressing the fob to unlock the doors so that we could get in I was going to find out why Beans was having a meltdown from seeing us.

 Pressing the fob to unlock the doors so that we could get in I was going to find out why Beans was having a meltdown from seeing us

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Seeing Shemar and Shadell coming out made me wonder why they were walking the opposite direction it was confusing as hell for me. Khanen and Kennedi both had their foreheads wrinkled with confusion because they knew it wasn't yet time for visitation to be over. After signing in and heading to the elevators I was determined to find out what was the problem that they had to leave possibly quicker than they arrived.  As the elevator ascended us to the third floor and we got off, I heard a lot of yelling and the voice that stuck out was Sparkle so I quickened the pace that I was going. Upon entering the adult unit I saw Tatum and two other male nurses holding Sparkle and she was crying and screaming trying to break free of them. Kennedi immediately started crying seeing her sister being restrained and when she saw one of the nurses jab her with a needle filled with this clear liquid to calm her down she cried harder. Within minutes her body went limp and they took her to the what they had as the isolation room. Watching my daughter having to be sedated was the most heartbreaking thing I could have witnessed. Kennedi was in Khanen's arms being rocked back forth and tears running down her cheeks. I knew now I wouldn't find out why they were turned around from visitation, however I will give her some time to get herself together and than I will come back without her siblings and see what caused my big baby's meltdown because this is extremely pecular.  I gathered the twins and took them back to elevator so that we could leave. Leaving out the building and heading to my car, I unlocked the doors and watched as the twins sadly got into the backseat. I stood on the outside for a few minutes and  sent up a prayer for Sparkle, my baby needed it even it was to calm her spirit now and allow her to be able to speak her truth when she was ready. Opening the driver door and getting in. Turning on the car I turned the music off and backed out of the parking space and got on the interstate heading back to our home in silence.

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