𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐥. | TMF | Drew Angst

Why?

Why did you change so much? One day you were my closest and most trustworthy friend and the next you become a different person, a version of Jake I never knew. Do you know how much it hurts to see you leave running into the music freaks arms, forgetting we ever were. I wish one day you would realise how hard I tried to spend time with you, how hard I tried to keep our friendship from crumbling apart ,but you treated me as if I was insignificant, simply another figurine which you got bored of. Disregarding me without a second thought. I only mattered when I was right out of the package shiny and pristine with no visible flaws and now you found some new, better, more perfect toys to play with.

Did you know how confused and hurt I was when you turned down my invite to meet at the mall, only to find you polishing your 'friendship' with those music freaks? Countless times, I invited you to my house yet I get the same old 'apology' every single time: 'Sorry Drew! Rehearsals are on today'. When are they not on? They seem to be on every hour of everyday and how would I know when you're free when you don't tell me a thing anymore? I understand you were doing that for the competition and I was hoping when it finished you would quit and we can go back to what we had before, but that's impossible now.

You thought I wouldn't notice how that warm smile of yours only lit up when you were around the music freaks, and how your joyful demeanour was saved exclusively for them. I was worried about why you never looked happy around me anymore but since I know the truth, why should I care now?

I thought we had it all ,but you ditched me after two years of friendship for people you only met less than two months ago. It seems like I am worth nothing to you.

I took a deep sigh as I finished writing the last letter. As the pencil lead shattered I thought about why you left me for the music freaks and what I did to deserve that. I opened up my arms for a warm hug but you backstabbed me and left me heartbroken. This is what happens when I open up to anyone. I can't believe I was such a fool.