- where it all started -

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TW : CONTAINS DEPRESSION , R@PE , $H
, $A , SU1C1D3 , SMUT , SWEARING THROUGHOUT THE STORY



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that heart you caught must be waiting
for you
( set fire to the rain - Adele)

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9 years back

"y/n I never loved you , I made you and gave away my body for you. Your so ungrateful!
MY LIFE WAS BETTER BEFORE YOU CAME!
Whores like you will never succeed."

"why would my mum say that ?" I though to myself.
"what does whore mean?"
I kept overthinking i didn't realise my mum slapped me so hard it left a red mark.
"your so ugly you know. I can't even see if your a human being."

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"Im sorry mum.."
"Never call me mum. Do you understand?"
"Yes mu- miss."
"This is the reason why your dad left. ITS ALL YOUR FAULT" her mother screamed.
"im sorry..."
"WHAT DID YOU SAY?"
"i said i was sorry." You said a but louder
"WHAT?!"
"I SAID I WAS FUCKING SORRY!" You snapped.
Your facial expression changed into regret.

BEFORE PEOPLE START COMING AT ME WONDERING WHY Y/N WAS SWEARING AT A YOUNG AGE SHE LEARNT IT FROM HER MOTHER!

Your mom walked away and came back with a
brick in her hand. You closed your eyes knowing your never gonna open them again. You can hear her arm lift up. The crumbs of the brick fell on your hand as you covered it over your head.
"This is was you get for ruining my life y/n!"

You accepted death.
"Why am i so ugly .I hate my life . I wish I could kill myself ."
Those kind of thoughts wondered round your head.

When y/n's mum was about to smash the brick on her the door flew open.
"FREEZE"
I opened my eyes and turned my head to the front door. I saw the police and behind them was my neighbours.

My neighbours are The Kaulitz Family. Tom kaulitz , Bill kaulitz and their parents. Tom and Bill are in a band called 'Tokio Hotel'.
- more info later on -
"Put your hands up where i can see them ma'am."
I heard one of the officers say.
My mum dropped the brick almost hitting my foot. Simone ( Tom and Bills mother ) came up to me and hugged me tight.
"How did you know?" I asked her.
"I heard everything y/n. Everything is gonna be fine now okay?" She replied back.

I turned to see my mum getting cuffed.
"Your going to regret this y/n" she mouthed
Simone noticed my face change and turned to look where I was looking . She saw my mum and pointed a middle finger at her . I let out a sigh of relief and giggled quietly.

Tom , Bill and their step dad stood behind Simone.
Simone asked them, "Well aren't you gonna come and give a group hug?"
They laughed and came in for the group hug except for Tom . He hated me because his mum loves me and acts like she's my mother . ( I love Simone , she's like a best friend )

One of the police officer came up to us and cleared her throat.
"May i speak to her privately?"
Simone and the rest looked at me . I agreed and we walked to the kitchen.
"Y/n is your name right?"
"Mhm" I mumbled.
"Your mum lost custody of you and now you will have to stay with Simone. Some of my team will pack your stuff and the rest will take your mother.You won't be able to see her unless you want to. Her sentence is for 30 years for child abuse. I'm sorry for everything that has happened. You may go now."
I smiled and replied with a "thank you!"

I came back to the rest. My mum was gone.
I was free. After all those weeks of torture , she was gone.
i realised Tom left. I had little feelings for him but I never told anyone because they would tell Tom. He hates me. Everyone basically hates me.
Why does my life have to turn up like this.

Bill ran up to me and whispered in my ear, "when your coming to ours , you can stay in my room okay ?"
"Ok" I answered back with a smile ear to ear.
He hugged me , picked me up and spun me like i was a baby.

Bill was about 4,10
Tom was 5,0
I was only 4,6
(THERE 6 YEARS OLD IN THIS RECAP)

When Bill dropped me carefully to the ground , i saw Tom smoking and staring at me & Bill outside the window . Like he was jealous? I was so confused but I shrugged it off.

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An hour later we were all sitting in the living room chatting about random stuff. Tom was back. I was clinging onto bill ( in a friendly way ). I felt safe in his arms . I noticed Tom staring at Bill with a angry face .
"Was he jealous?" I thought to myself.

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A few minutes later 2 policemen came down with several suitcases which looked like it was filled with my stuff.
"Miss y/l/n , all your stuff has been packed now. You may now leave. We'll be heading now , stay safe miss"
"Thank you so much for everything!"
"No problem ."
We exchanged smiles and made their way out of the house.

Bill and Simone left to tidy up the house and make it ready for y/n

" Tom come help y/n and I with the suitcases."
"Fine." Tom replied with a stern look on his face.
"Jeez what's his fucking problem today?" I said in my head.

We all left and entered their house. They renovated their house to make it bigger. It was a medium modern house before and now its mansion. Bill and Simone ran up to me and took each suitcases from my hand. Tom , Bill and their parents dragged the suitcases upstairs. I followed after them.
"So y/n , where do you want to sleep?" Simone asked.
Before I could answer Tom said , "you can sleep in my room."
"Sorry Tom but she's with me ." Bill said in a flexing way and opened his arms for me to hug him.
Of course i ran to him and hugged him tight. He was the type of person to get really kind and comfort people, especially y/n.

Tom rolled his eyes. Simone smiled at me and bill and took my suitcases to bills room following their dad with the other ones. Tom stomped to his room and slammed it shut like he was annoyed.

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Hey guys if your reading this thank you so much i appreciate it!
I don't know if I like where it's going right now . Please don't hate on me for doing this I feel so bored and want to feed my delusional Tokio Hotel Fans.

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