Secretly yours, [Slow Update]

Secretly yours: Four

Learn how a guy-girl friendship works...

Much to my dismay, Jude keeps appearing in my dream and that is nowhere helpful seeing that I'm trying to get over him. I blame this on my brain, yup. It's the one that keep thinking about Jude no matter how hard i try. I haven't seen Jude at all this morning and that's good for me, I'm trying to avoid him as much as possible after yesterday. Maybe he wont even remember what he said or maybe he'll change his mind last minute, hopefully.

"So, what do you think?" Celia asks pulling me out of my thoughts.

"Huh?"

"See, i told you she wasn't listening." Alden whispers to her.

We three are currently hanging out in the hallway, i was finishing some school work while Celia and Alden were swooning all over each other. I have no idea what their relationship is yet, they hangout a lot but their not boyfriend-girlfriend. I guess they're trying to get to know each other well before getting into that.

"Sorry, ask me again. I'll listen this time, promise." I tell them.

"Are you okay?" Celia looks genuinely worried. "You been staring into space for God knows how long."

"Ofc I'm fine, i have no reason not to be."

"Is it because of the Jude thing?" she whispers to me.

"What Jude thing?" Alden butts in.

"Uhh, nothing at all." Celia and i say quickly.

"Mhm." Jude looks at both of us like he doesn't believe what we said." You know its obvious, i already know."

"Know what?" I chuckle awkwardly.

"That you like Jude? Hell i think everyone knows it apart from him"

"WHAT!!" i almost yelled. " How, when, where? Celia did you tell him?"

"No, i would never i promise you."

"Then how did he know?" I glared at her.

"Relax." Alden says." Like i said before i think everyone knows, so Celia didn't tell me."

"When you say everyone, like you mean everyone EVERYONE?"

"Yup." Alden nodded. "EVERYONE everyone."

Oh boy, this is bad. It wont take long before someone spills my secret to him and then he's probably going to think I'm weird or something. My biggest nightmare is coming through.

"Alden, you cant tell him pls." I begged.

"Its fine, its not my place to tell so i wont."

"Oh thank you." I smile at him.

"Celia what am i going to do." i turn to her.

"Well, maybe you could tell Jude..." she started but was cut off.

"Tell Jude what?" Oh shit, how long has Jude been standing there.

"Hi Jude." We three say simultaneously.

"We were just talking about umm..." Alden begins to say.

Celia butts in "Um..how Darlia wants to tell you something."

"I do?" i gave Celia a confused look.

"Ofc you do." She elbow me to play along.

"Oh ok, so what is it Darlia?"

"Um...."

"How about we give you two some privacy." Celia smiles awkwardly while she dragged Alden along with her.