Fatima's pov
While heading to class today a bunch of people were staring at me, I was right next to Mei. I looked over at her and she smiled " looks who's popular Fatima.."
I sigh and we run into Levi and Liam, Mei hugs Levi.
" hey, we should all sit together in class!" Liam says looking at me, I nod my head " yeah that would be alot of fun!!"
We all start speed walking to class and Jackson and Noah were sitting at the back row, Noah was at the very end ( the classroom is college classroom style)
Mei,Levi and Liam all said " Fatima you sit with Noah." I walked over and sat with him.
Everyone was starting at us and I lean over to Mei who was next to me but she was talking to Levi so I leaned back in my seat.
I start rubbing my eyes and yawing, Noah goes up to my ear " Fatima, have you been getting sleep princess?" He asks
" yes, I'm fine." I quickly answer
I'm lying, I've been getting zero sleep other than the night before with Noah, which felt amazing..
" yeah? Because your a pathetic fucking liar" he whispers back with a more sarcastic tone
" I am not lying, so just leave me alone Noah" I say quickly, i than start to blink more and more.
Than I realize my head was now on my desk.
Finally I was sleeping, and I couldn't get up. I felt so helpless..
My arms were dangling and I suddenly felt a hand on my back rubbing it.
It felt so nice I didn't bother to stop it, i than stop seeing everything around me and everything turn's completely black..
I start dreaming, not of something I was hoping to dream about
Two months ago flashback..
I was in a relationship, with this man named Jonah, he was a transfer student.
So mysterious, but yet I thought he had a soft spot for me.
He always treated me rough though, in our relationship I made it clear I wasn't ready to have sex
Yet he kept insisting on having it, one night we were at his house.
He started touching my thigh, moving it higher and higher up my skirt. He than started to unbuckle his pants, I said " what the fuck are you doing?"
He took of his boxers and said " I'm tired of this bullshit Fatima, your taking this dick wether you like it or not"
" no Jonah, please" I say feeling nothing but dryness in my mouth.
He than takes of my skirt and places his hand on my mouth to muffle my screams. I attempt to fight back but he ends up punching me straight across the face.
" please Jonah, this isn't you.." I gasp. He than puts his dick inside of me and I start screaming, he puts his hands around my neck and he yells
" shut the fuck up you dirty whore." He slaps my thigh.
" fuck Jonah, GET OFF" I push him off finally, " I hate you" I say with tears streaming down my face.
He smirks at me, not in the pretty and mysterious way he usually would look at me, it was filled with evil, madness, it seemed as if I had met with the devil himself.
I ran out of the room, sobbing.
Now
When I woke up I was all sweaty. In a bed that wasn't mine, it was Noah's?
I sit up and I see Noah come in the room. " what time is it?" I say while rubbing my eyes " 7:30, pm?" He raises one eyebrow
" no it's not, it was just 10:00" I say while brushing through my hair with my hands. I feel shaky I notice my hands are the same.
Noah walks over to the bed " why am I here?" I ask
" love, you were in the hallway and you collapsed. I wasn't letting you stay in another lecture in your state." He says
" fuck Noah, quit making this hard for me" I look down and I'm wearing an oversized t-shirt
" making what hard Fatima?" He asks
" why the fuck am I in different clothes?" I ask, furrowing my brows.
" Jesus princess, don't worry Mei changed you, she said you were still awake when she did and you were fine with it."he says
" oh, ok. " he than gets up and starts to leave and I say " Noah.." with a raspy voice as I lay back down
" yes princess?" He says " can you.. lay with me please?" I ask
I really need someone in this moment
He nods and comes into bed, I turn over to him and he's already smiling " we go back to hating each-over tomorrow" I say crossing my arms.
" Jesus, Fatima." He says while moving the hair out of my face " I wish I could hate you, it would make this all more easier" he says
" whatever, I know you do so quit trying to act all fake now Noah. " I say and start fiddling with my fingers
" none of this is fake my darling, please stop this nonsense " he says taking my hands and holding them
" stop messing with me" I say and exhale feeling my face fluster red
" someone's a bit red.." he smirks and I turn around
" fuck you" I say, he than wraps his arms around my waist and says " goodnight my love "
" goodnight Noah." I say back he than starts playing around with my hair and even starts twirling a few strained in his fingers
Authors note
SORRY IT TOOK SO LONGG
ILL BE POSTING MORE TMR BBYS
