The Teenage Reality l.h

55. Don't let me go

I grabbed my hoodie and shut the door following Calum out of Luke and I's room. It wad cold outside, I won't be surprised my legs turned to frozen sausages by the end of the night or dawn. I put my hoodie on and warmed up a little bit, my legs were still freezing since I was wearing my pajama shorts.

"Where could a tall blonde teenage boy be?" I wondered aloud. Calum shrugged as we stepped inside the elevator, we decided to check for Luke at the bar that was in the hotel.

The bar was still bright and lights were still illuminated as ever and it seemed like someone was having some kind of singing party from all the live music action coming from the place.

"Could he?" I asked myself.

Calum shrugged as we walked inside the bar, there were a lot of people. Mind you, it is 4 in the morning and there are still people drinking and awake as if it's the morning, well technically it is the morning.

I am surprised that I'm still awake because last time I checked I was about ready to pass out and slumber on.

Everyone in the bar looked at us and gave us weird looks, mainly me since I was wearing my pajamas and I had no make up on. But at this point I didn't care, I kept walking away from the inevitable stares from preppy people in the bar.

"Let's ask the bartender" Calum pointed towards a female bartender who seemed to be minding her own business. "Hello, may we ask if you've seen a tall, blonde, all black attire teenage boy?" Calum asked as the bartender gladly assisted by battering her eyelashes excessively almost making me want to take her free her fake eyelashes and let it fly away.

"Aren't you Calum Hood?" She asked as she leaned closer to Calum. "Yes but that's not the point-" The lady laughed and placed her hand on Calum's hand which was resting on the counter.

"Look lady, I just wanted to know if my friend passed by?" Calum asked as he quickly removed his hand from the counter top. "There's a lot of blonde boys here and most of them are rather ugly" she said in her heavy Irish accent that almost sounded gibberish.

"Excuse me?" I pardoned myself. "Haven't seen your boy in the bar, love" She shurgged and leaned back to where she stood before.

"But I've seen him walk pass just a few minutes ago, he spoke to a girl and she seemed to be getting it on with him so he's probably banging some petite blonde chick" Calum turned to me confused at her accent but I completely understand what she was saying. "Oh, alright thank you"

We walked out of the bar and Calum asked what was going on and that he didn't understand what the lady said.

"She said that Luke passed by and apparently met up with this petite blonde chick and is apparently banging her" I rolled my eyes.

"I doubt he's banging anyone at the moment" Calum said, I shrugged. "Do you still want to find him?" Calum asked.

I shook my head no. "I think we should get some rest" Calum agreed and we went back to our respective rooms. Luke wasn't in the room so if he's apparently banging this girl then she might've taken him somewhere.

At least I won't go through the night hearing moans and grunts of my ex boyfriend and some random girl.

At this point I was tired and I don't want to deal with anything anymore, I decided to just leave this all behind and get some rest before I wake up auditioning for the walking dead.

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I woke up the next day at about 9am which meant I only had 5 hours of sleep, my eyes were still begging to fall back asleep but I fought it and sat up on my bed.

When I turned around I was surprised to see Luke in his bed sleeping soundly. So he wasn't banging a blonde chick, Luke's back was facing me so I couldn't really see his face.

Luke started shifting around and rolled to face me and his eyes opened. He squinted at how bright the day light was and sat up to check the time and fell back asleep.

"Morning" I muttered to him. "Mmmm" he mumbled sleepily and kept his eyes opened. I could tell Luke didn't get much sleep either by the look on his face.

I stood up from my bed and went to the bathroom to do my business and cleansed up. I put my hair up in a bun before going out of the bathroom to see Luke fully awaken and sat up in his bed.

Luke stood up once I got out of the bathroom and brushed past me giving me the cold shoulder. I could tell Luke was still upset at how he just ignored me, he really was mad last night.

I looked over to the window to see some people outside of the hotel and it seemed like fans camping outside of the hotel in hopes of meeting the guys. I heard the bathroom door opened, I turned around and saw Luke about to leave the room.

"Luke" I said. He turned around to face me with an emotionless facial expression, I played around with my fingers and walked towards him.

"Where did you go last night?" I asked.

"Some where, why?" I gave him a disbelief look when he asked why.

Obviously because I was searching for him and at the end I assumed he was banging some girl from the hotel bar. "Why? Well because me and Calum looked for you last night and the lady at the bar told us that you were banging some blonde girl" Luke gave me a confused look.

"What blonde girl? I wasn't in the bar last night, I was with Ashton, I just needed to talk to him for a little bit, why were you and Calum searching for me?" Luke clearly emphasized his words when he said 'Calum'.

"Because we wanted to talk to you" I told him. "If you guys were going to tell me that you like each other and want me to fuck off then fine" I shook my head no at Luke's assumption.

"Are you fucking blind Luke? I like you okay? Hell, I like you a lot and how do you not realize that by now?" Luke had his lips in a thin line and stayed silent. "If you did then why were you with Calum?" Luke asked.

"Why? I can't hang out with my guy friends?" I put my hands of my hips and gave Luke the sassy look. "You're being ridiculous, of course you can" Luke said.

"Oh now I'm the ridiculous one here? Excuse me but who stormed out last night without asking for an explanation? You need to stop jumping into all these conclusion when you don't know the full explanation" Luke was about to storm out again but that is not happening again, I will not have him leave every time we have an argument.

"Stop it Luke-" Luke placed his free hand on my wrist which kept him from going anywhere. "Skyla please" He sighed, Skyla he called me Skyla.

I haven't heard him call me that in such a long time since I was so used to Luke calling me Sky all the time. He must be serious if he called me by my full name.

"Luke please" I was practically begging him not to leave. "Please don't leave you promised you won't let me go ever again" I suddenly felt a rush of emotions riding my mind right now.

I still felt angry but I felt sad at the same time because I rarely do this with Luke and the fact that it's gone to this point, made me want to rip myself apart.

"I won't let you go unless you let me go"