YOURS AND MINE||✔️

Chapter 50

Letting go is the hardest part of love. I think of this for a long time and my decisions are final.

I'll let him go, total wala na rin kami. I know that I will be selfish for my child. Hindi ko siya mabibigyan ng ama but still I hope that I'll find someone who can take of me and him more than Zace did.

I accepted the fact that we're not bound to each other.

"Anak? Sigurado ka na ba sa desisyon mo?" My mom asked. Tumango ako habang naglalagay ng damit sa maleta.

"Mom, I can't do anything about this ito na yun e, Makakasagabal lang ako Sakanila" wika ko ngunit ang mga luha ko ay nagbabadya nanamang tumulo.

"I can't stay here" wika ko. I now that I can't stay here any longer , nawawasak lang ako.

"Anak, Does Zace knows about this?" Tanong ni mommy. Napatigil naman ako sa paglalagay ng damit at napatingin sa Isang laruan. It was the doll , the doll that Zace gave me. Kinuha ko iyon at tinitigan ng matagal .

"He, He don't have to know mom wala na kami" I said as my tears fell down through my cheeks.

"Kung yan ang desisyon mo wala na akong magagawa" malungkot na wika ni mommy.

"Mag iingat ka roon" wika ni mommy habang basag ang boses. She's crying. Humarap ako sakanya at niyakap ko siya.

"God , I'll miss you" wika ni mommy.

Hour passed , nasa airport na ako. Hindi na ako nagpasama kay mommy. Balak kong mag stay sa Las Vegas. Ayos na ang lahat. We have a shelter there.

Sumampa ako sa eroplano na mayroong mabigat na dibdib. Yeah I'm really doing this.

Ayaw kong umiyak pero patuloy lang ang pagtulo ng luha ko. God knows how much I loved him. Kung ito ang paraan para sumaya siya gagawin ko. I'm willing to give up everything just for him to be happy.

Hindi ko kayang sirain ang kahilingan ni Danica.

I left my everything and I hope that this is the best decision for us.

Aalis nanaman ako , sana pagbalik ko masaya na tayo, hindi sa piling ng isa't isa kung hindi sa piling ng iba.

6 YEARS LATER

"YUNO! come back here" sigaw ko habang hinahabol ang anak kong tumatakbo palayo saakin. He was chasing the butterflies in our garden.

"It's pretty mom" wika niya.

It's been six years since I made up my mind. I left including my business, well the one who's running it was my brother. I've heard that it's successful now.

Wala akong balita sa iba. Including Zace. Aaminin ko na hanggang ngayon ay siya pa rin. Akala ko kasi ay magiging maayos ang lahat at magiging masaya ako kung aalis ako at makakalimutan ko siya hindi pa rin pala.

I was pathetic thinking of I'm going to get over him. Hard to say this but he is my first and Greatest love kaya rin mahirap kalimutan.

"Mom! I know what I want when I grow up" wika ng anak ko. Habang lumalaki ay mas nagiging hawig ito ni Zace.

"I want to be this man mom!" Sigaw ng anak ko at pinakita ang phone niyang May litrato. Nanlamig at naistatwa ako sa nakita.

"W-why do you want to be like him?" Nakangiti kong wika. Ngunit ang pagkautal ay hindi ko maiwasan.

"His awesome! And handsome! His a multi billionaire mom! His smart and talented! I'm stalking him for a while now!" My heart felt heavy as I saw my son talking about his Father.

He didn't know, hindi niya alam na ang taong hinahangaan niya ay ang ama niya. Napakagat ako sa labi bago nagsalita

Pinantayan ko siya at hinawakan sa ulo.

"Baby, He is really a good and awesome man , I l am proud that you want to be like him" nakangiti kong wika.

"Yess mommy! He was good at playing guitar too!" Masiglang wika niya. Napahaplos naman ako sa buhok nito.

"You should be who you are baby but I don't stop you from idolizing him, just don't be girls heart Breaker ha!"biro ko pa. He giggles and almost melt my heart to his cuteness.

He is just 5 years old and yet she grow up differently from others. I can say that his a prodigy. Kindergarten pa lang siya ngunit teachers are suggesting him to be seat on 4th level. Iba na raw kasi ito mag isip at kumilos.

Well I can say that mana siya tatay niya.

Pumasok na kami sa loob dahil gusto raw niyang mag miryenda.

"What do you want ? Cakes or cookies?" I asked umupo muna siya bago magsalita.

"I prefer Cake mom! Mocha flavor!" He said happily. Tumango naman ako at umalis muna roon.

Agad kong kinuha ang cake sa refrigerator.

Nag timpla ako ng dalawang basong gatas at kumuha ng slices of cake. Naglalakad ako patungo sa sala ng marinig ko ang anak kong nagsasalita.

"Woah you're more handsome in person po!" Wika ng anak ko. Napakunot naman ang noo ko sa narinig.

Sino ang kinakausap nito?

"Baby who-" naputol ang sasabihin ko. Naglikha ng isang malakas na tunog ang pagbagsak ng patito sa sahig.

He was kneeling while he was holding my child arms with soft eyes. Napatingin siya saakin. My chest felt heavy as I look as his Deep dark coffee eyes. It was looking at me Coldly.

Nanginig ang kamay ko.

"Mom!my cake!" Wika ni Yuno. Agad naman akong napatungo sa kung nasaan sila .

Tinago ko ang anak ko sa likod ko as I face him.

"A-anong ginagawa mo rito?"

"Zace"

Hindi ko na alam kong ano pang sasabihin. Hindi siya sumagot at tiningnan lang ang anak ko.

I immediately keep him at my back .

Paano siya napunta rito? Pano niya nalaman na narito kami? At ano ang pakay niya?

Is he going to take away my child from me?

No! Hindi ako papayag. Hindi ako papayag na kunin niya ang anak ko saakin.

"I'm here to take you and my child " malamig niyang wika.

"Ano?" Halos labas sa ilong kong wika.

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