whats happening?

chapter 1

I smashed the chair into the wall before sitting down with my hands over my face threading through my hair

I felt the sharp pain in my head again "No no no no no" I chanted shaking my head.

I brought my hands down and looked in the broken shards that use to be a mirror too see a smirking version of myself looking back. He had the massive horns on and a golden staff planted beside him.

"What do you want from me" He chuckled, the noise haunting "Not what I want from you but what do you want... From me".

I sat up on my bed rubbing my hands together. I looked at the mirror but it was gone. I then brought my attention to the gorgeous human I was sleeping beside.

He was still asleep for now so that's good. I slowly got up and left the room walking down to the training room,

I've trained in here a lot with Barton but something has changed in the headquarters. The air feels different.

I picked up two daggers and threw them at some robots. A bunch more appeared.

~time skip~

"You know it's 5am don't you?" "Already?" He raised an eyebrow at me "I woke up at 3am and you weren't in our bed. Couldn't sleep?" "Something like that yeah" he leaned against the wall "Do you do this a lot?" "Well I wouldn't say a little" "and you train everyday. Whos the big bad guy this time?"

I chuckled "No big bad guy I just can't sleep at night, you know the usual" "Yeah except when you couldn't sleep at night it was because you where having flashbacks of your past- wait is that happening again?" "No I'm still very clueless of the stuff that has happened. Like I said before I'm just training so either join me or leave me"

Peter sighed before putting on his web shooters. I smirked "excellent" we stood across from each other "Ok remember the rules" "Yes I won't kill you with my magic, ok! Ready?" "Ready"

He immediately shot two webs either side of me pulling himself along the ground. I flipped over him before more importantly flipping my hair out of my face.

While he was disoriented I kicked him in the back using my magic too pull us up against the wall. I held him against it "Impressive... But I saw you coming" I felt myself getting pulled back. I quickly stood up and smirked.

My eyes glowed green as Peter struggles too move "you know Pete. I actually have a lot of magic I don't show because it might make the Avengers fear me and it already feels like they do" "What is this?" "I can warp reality it's like my main ability I'm known for. What your currently in is-" "Quicksand!" "Yes" "Can you get me out" "so I won?" "Yes!"

I grinned "ok" I used my magic too pull him out "Loki?!" I quickly looked behind me seeing Stark "Get Peter out of there then both of you too my work shop!" I groaned and finished pulling Peter out of the ground turning it solid again.

We walked to the work shop "Sit down" we sat on the chairs "Loki why did I walk in on you shoving my son into the ground?" "Actually-" "Peter I wasn't talking to you!" "Stark we where sparring that's all. I know how this looks but-" "Knowing your history I wouldn't be shocked if you-"

"If I hurt him? Stark I love him. I don't know who I was and why you distrust me. Look all I was doing was a simple spell it wouldn't have hurt him unless he went fully under and I made sure he wouldn't"

"Pete can you leave" "No I'm not leaving Loki" "Peter-" "Mr Stark me and Loki where sparring. To be honest I almost broke his neck" I gave an offended expression "So he did it in a fit of rage?" "What no? Mr Stark Loki wouldn't hurt any of us he wouldn't hurt me. Hes not a clueless puppy that you have to keep on a leash"

I smiled slightly. "Fine but I don't trust him anymore"

We left the room and I walked straight to our bedroom slamming my fist against the wall sliding down it.

Peter sat beside me "I don't get it. Why does Stark think I'm gonna be bad because when I was 17 before I was but he knows that wasn't me and it's just-" "Frustrating?" "Yeah"

I put my head on his shoulder.

Natasha walked in "Hey loverboys" I felt Peter look at her then I felt her sit beside me "Loki" I looked at her "Can you try understand why Tony might not trust you" "I would love too understand but I can't. I've lived here for almost 4 years"

She sighed.

I felt a shiver up my spine. I turned around "Loki?" "Huhh? Umm, I'm gonna go to the kitchen" I stood up and left the room.

I walked down to the kitchen and made myself a glass of water "hello Rogers" "have you eaten breakfast yet?" "No not yet but I will"

I jerked looking at my side "Loki?" "I feel like someone is watching us" "You might just be paranoid" "About what? My father? He wants nothing to do with me why would I be scared he'd come here to take me back" "I don't know"

I stood up grabbing an apple making sure Steve saw it. I wondered into the file room picking up some of my own files and reading over them when Peter walked in.

"Your not allowed to be in here" "Neither are you" "Well then maybe we should both leave" "Ok".