Scattered Wishes

Chapter 1

Before I start the fic, it is also uploaded in fanfiction.net under the name of NathanKhin :)

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Being ignored by the others is already painful, but when the Generation of Miracles started ignoring him as well (especially during the matches), the feeling of pain was three times than what he was feeling before... or probably even worse.

He fell deeper in his depression when the Generation of Miracles started changing the way they played basketball. They played for the sake of winning, not for the sake of having fun and not crushing their opponents' morals.

And with that, Kuroko Tetsuya left Teiko's basketball team.

Or that's what everyone believed...

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'They will never know my real reason... Only Kagami-kun knows why...' Kuroko thought as looked at the vast sky, a tear sliding down his cheeks.

He was currently at Seirin's rooftop, trying to avoid his current teammates because of his current state. While practicing, he was suddenly attacked by the memories he tried to forget. Fearing that the others will know his secret, he used his misdirection to leave the court.

"Seriously, Tetsu. You better improve your stamina and at least learn how to shoot! You're being useless sometimes."

"Aominechii is right, Kurokochii."

"I thought Akashi already made a decision about this matter?"

"Eh? I thought Aka-chin already kicked Kuro-chin out of the Generation of Miracles? Why is he still here?"

"Akashichii did that...?"

"Yes, Ryouta. You heard Atsushi correctly."

'Useless... huh...' Kuroko thought as he smiled bitterly. 'Nothing but a burden... a burden... Don't worry... This burden won't be here anymore to continue being one.'

And with that, Kuroko jumped off the building.

He swore he heard someone shout "KUROKO!" ('Kagami-kun?')

Followed by a searing pain from his body when he landed.

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"God damn it, Kuroko. The moment I just looked away for a second you decided to vanish once again. I swear I'll let you have it once I see you." Kagami grumbled to himself as he looked around the school campus to look for his bestfriend.

Kagami knew that behind Kuroko's mask, his friend is very depressed. And knowing that it was caused by the Generation of Miracles made his blood boil in anger.

Who would do this to their friend? Saying all those stuff without even considering Kuroko's feelings.

They had the phantom player within their reach and just carelessly threw him after deciding that they no longer need him as if he was an object.

And having basketball matches against the schools where the Generation of Miracles were studying doesn't help Kuroko's condition at all.

After the match with Kise's team, Kuroko starting acting very distant. He won't talk unless needed. Seeing Midorima made things worse. Kuroko ate less or won't bother eating if he can. Aomine made another blow, Kuroko started skipping practices. And knowing that they'll see Murasakibara and Akashi soon, Kuroko has been worst than the past days.

Kagami then smiled when he saw Kuroko look at the distance from the roof but what he didn't expect the tealnet to jump off. Frozen in fear, he watched with wide eyes as his bestfriend hit the ground followed by a strong stench of blood.

"KUROKO!"

Kagami swore he never felt this kind of fear until now as he ran towards Kuroko's limp form.

"Kuroko! God damn it, Kuroko!" Kagami screamed at his friend, who was barely conscious that time. "Stay with me! I'll call for help! Koroko, stay with me!"

Koganei, who was the first one from the team to see Kagami and Kuroko screamed at the others for help and to call the ambulance.

"There... Koganei-senpai already called for the others and an ambulance. You're going to be okay, Kuroko. Stay with me... Kuroko...? Kuroko! KUROKO!" Kagami rambled then screamed when Kuroko's dull eyes closed.

But he heard Kuroko's soft words of "Why... did you guys... l-leave me...?" which was filled with pain and anguish.

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*Kuroko's POV*

Someone had been shouting my name to stay with them... but I wonder who... My head hurts terribly. I... I can't move without hurting my body... I can't feel my left arm...

"Kuroko..! Kuroko..!"

I can hear a voice but I can't distinguish who it is...

Somehow... a part of me wishes that Aomine-kun, Kise-kun, Midorima-kun, Murasakibara-kun and Akashi-kun are here to tell me to hang on but... that'll never happen...

Darkness is consuming me... but I can't help to voice out my thoughts...

"Why... did you guys... l-leave me...?"