friends or more?

2. please don't leave me

 nobody pov 

the next morning enid woke up to 100+ notifications from yoko. enid doesn't know what to do. does she talk to her? does she stop being friends with benefits? does she stop talk to her period? does she hear her out and more then likely have sex with her again? enid looks at all the messages to see what yoko said. yoko mainly said that she was sorry and that she wasn't thinking which enid know was bull because yoko gave the reasoning last night but enid also knew that she would forgive yoko because she just wants to be loved by someone even if there are just using her she can't help it. the feeling of being loved is better then not being loved or wanted to enid. enid decided to text yoko that when she gets the chance to text her so she can go to her room and they can talk about it. Maybe she will choose me for once a small part of herself thinks. 

pov enid

yoko has finally texted me to come over so we can talk i guess i should tell wednesday that i'm going out for a bit. man i wish ajax never got that job i can't even got high before i talk to yoko and then more then likely have sex which i don't mind yoko is really good and always makes me feel loved and cared about which is really nice but i wish i could be more open about it i still don't know what to say when people ask who gave me the hickeys on my neck like what do i do? i finally make it to yoko's dorm and knock and there's no answer i knock again still no answer so i try and open the door and its unlocked once i open the door all i see is yoko trying to  put her clothes and divina naked on her bed. i feel tears falling down my face "enid wait i need to talk to you" leave me alone yoko "enid i'm sorry" i don't want to talk to you yoko "enid please just let me explain" its clear what happened. i hear yoko sigh "...enid you know what i wanted from the beginning i love divina you were just to keep my mind off the heartbreak..." before yoko can say anything else i remember that when me and yoko first started to have sex she said that i meant everything to her and that she loved me and she reminds me of that every time we have sex. wait yoko does that mean when you first got me to have sex with you and you said that you loved me and wanted to be with me but not right then because you didn't want divina to be mad that you moved on so fast was a lie??? "enid your thinking to hard about this" no yoko i thought you were someone that loved me when you where just using me for sex?? yoko don't even try and save yourself and i'm telling divina that you were having sex with me so fuck you yoko "no please don't tell divina i'm begging you not too" yoko you still don't even care you know it's not even worth it have fun fucking divina and thanks for the hickeys now i have to go fuck someone and them be willing to take the blame for fuck you and don't even try and talk to me again "enid wait..." no don't fucking talk to me again. i ran away from her back to my room crying just laying on Wednesday's bed on accidentally when wednesday walks out of the bathroom "enid are you okay" i'm starting to cry more. not really "oh enid i'm going out for a bit okay?" no... please don't leave me wednesday... please. "okay enid come here" i get up and go to wednesday and she hugs me and i hug back. thank you wednesday i really appreciate it "enid can you tell me what happened?" maybe in a little bit lets just stay like this for a bit. "okay enid" after like 30 minutes i let go of wednesday i look at her and she seems a little sad that i'm backing away from her. okay i'm ready to talk now "okay what happened enid" so i went to yoko's dorm to talk about what she did and i knock 2 then try to open the door to find yoko trying to put her clothes on and divina naked on her bed and now i learned that she never loved me and that she was just using me for sex to distract herself and now i have to find someone whats either okay with me saying that they gave me the hickeys or someone to have sex with me and give me more hickeys it's really shitty and i feel like no one will ever love me for me. i start to tear up a bit and wednesday hugs me tight "you know my offer is still up" i look at wednesday and she has a small amount of blush on her cheeks she's so sweet to me so maybe i should take her up on her offer i move myself to were i'm centimeters away from her face. is this okay? "yes" i push myself to meet her lips and it feels like the world has stopped nothing else mater just the way me and wednesday's lips met I knew that i need her in anyway the loving, sad, mad, lustful ways anything she wanted. "wow" yeah wow indeed. i can't believe that happened what if she just like yoko tho. who would ever truly want me I'm just annoying pushover enid. "enid are you okay" yeah am okay sorry i was just thinking "do you regret it is that why your thinking." No i promise its not i just still need someone to blame for the hickey "oh well you can just say it was me" Are you such i feel as if that's not fair to you. "what do you mean Sinclair?" it's just that you get nothing out of this so why would you do it? she makes me so confused i thought she was a bad ass and now she all sweet. "because you deserve someone that doesn't suck like yoko" well you should get something out of this "then let have matching ones i make another hickey on you and you make one on me.... if that's okay." that's more then okay. can i kiss you? "please do" my lips and her's met like a puzzle piece and i want nothing more than to have this moment last forever. i start to kiss down her neck and sucked lightly so people could tell but not be in their faces. then she starts kissing down mine and leaving small soft kisses down my neck than starts to suck on my neck kinda hard. "wow that was a lot I'm sorry" no don't apologize it was really nice thank you for helping me. "yeah no pro-" wait sorry I'm getting a call i need to take this I'm sorry but that was amazing "oh... okay" ajax called me and i felt like shit for leaving wens alone but i need to smoke its been way to long i will make it up to her later.

Pov: wednesday

why would she just leave who is more important then the person she just made out with... why am i even thinking like this. this is not who i am I'm not soft and loving I'm mean and bitchy but how could i act to enid like that. wait is this the family's curse starting to take start in me?? this was never supposed to happen fuck why did i do that maybe i should just take a walk to get my mind off of it. as I'm walking to the hang out area i see yoko or who I'm pretty sure is yoko i never got to see her in person but just looking at maybe her made my blood boil... shit jealousy is the next sign of the curse but how could someone do that to her i just want to punch her in her stupid mouth. i need to go somewhere else before i do something. I'm walking through the forest and i hit a tree and get a vision "why can't you just open up god I'm leave" that's all i saw enid being mad at me and leaving now that i know that's how this is going to end i will stop caring she's going to leave anyway. i got back to the dorms and took a nap then i hear someone loudly enter the room "WEDNESDAY  i missed you" it was my roommate that i knew i loved but she's going to leave me i need to put a wall but for me. what enid? "why are you upset? anyways i got us matching pj's" she says with a big smile and i can't help but think of our kiss why is it you that i love? enid i know you don't like me you just met me like I'm i just a rebound from yoko? "why are you saying that" because it's the truth "why are you doing this right now you know what whatever god why can't you just open up god I'm leaving" and with that she walks out and I'm alone i knew that was going to happen so why am I still hurt? why is it her whom i love. i want nothing more than to go run and look for her but i know i can't. where even is she. probably with who ever was more important then me earlier .

pov nobody

wednesday was right enid went to ajax's room she doesn't want to process what just happened. but all she wants to know is if she did something and if she could fix it. she knows it's stupid but she feels like she in love with wednesday she knows she's young and for someone you just meet is so stupid but she makes her feel seen 

a/n: this was shit but whatever next part should come out tomorrow