When we got home yesterday... we fell straight to sleep Jodie spent the night.. and Karmello laid on my bed... he only woke up twice through the night. I truly missed my room. I got up and took a shower and combed my dreads out put my curly red hair into a slick ponytail. I was back myself and I felt pretty. "Hey kc come here I said grabbing him out of Jodie's arms.. "who you looking good for ? He said looking me up and down. I literally had on my pink pajamas and my pink tanktop he thinks I look good in anything. "Your cousins I said to him laughing.. "you ain't funny.. but I'm finna go home to shower Imma come back tonight. He kissed karmello and he left. My sister wasn't here but I walked down the hallway. And my mother was in the kitchen cooking sausages.. "hey ariii and kccc come here!! My mom said taking him from me.. so what did I miss I asked my momma. "Nothing much baby um your sisters baby shower is tomorrow at 12:00 and that's about it we've been missing you... " I know guess what I had written a letter to dad and he actually wrote back. "Really !! That's good ... to build that relationship with him. I stayed at home for the rest of the day... I fixed me some eggs and pancakes.. it felt good to eat regular food and drink whatever I wanted. Karmello had new clothes and shoes I just know my mother couldn't hold back. It was already night time I was just spending time with her the whole day catching up. I went back into my room which was dirty but quickly cleaned it while kc was sleep. I took out his build able crib and built it back up. I heard a tap on my door.. "Come in I said placing Karmello in his crib.. I took him a warm bubble bath and fed him. "Aye hey lil man Jodie said coming in my room. "You went to work? I asked him turning my tv on. "Yeah then I went home to a shower ate and came here. He had on black sweats a gray tank top and plastic on his forearm. "You okay ? What's that ... he sat down on my bed and took it off... it was a tattoo of Karmello's name and look on my neck. I grabbed my phone and turned the flash light on it said. Ninna in cursive. "Jodie!!! Why would you do that... "cause I appreciate you.. for being my sons momma even if we don't be together I will always have love for you Nina. I shook my head in disbelief... your stupid I told him... "you got a baby by this stupid .. "whatever I said. Jodie got up and grabbed Karmello while he was still sleep. "Stoppp!! I told him .. he's sleep let him be. "My son layin down here with me or we on the bed.. JODIEE!!! Stopp bruh I wanna sleep up here by myself just one night that's why he got a crib. The fan was blowing and my favorite movie First Sunday was on... "nahh kc tell mama that either we on the bed altogether or me and u finna make a comfy pallet on the floor. "Jodie ! You're being annoying... he started laughing at me.. put him back!! Right now I wanna eat my chips and you just doing stuff like nooo!!! "Karmello said we should lay up here... "bro ... I rolled my eyes... come on I said grabbing his bottles and placing them on the side of my bed. "See I knew mama loved us .. after 15 minutes we were all sleep. Soon then his phone started ringing .. and Karmello woke up.. Jodie!? I said nudging him your phones ringing waking up my baby.. I changed his diapers and Breast fed him. "Hello he said in his sleepy voice. "Nahhh I'm sleep y'all have fun. He then hanged up the phone. He looked at Kc and he was wide awake.. "Mann this dude is woke I don't see no type of sleep in him. "At all I said laughing.. who was that on the phone ? "Yamaj she was asking did I wanna spend the night at her crib... "wow I said... sense you and your son is woke y'all have fun but I'm finna hit the hay..
Today was my sisters baby shower and I haven't seen her yet I was happy to see her finally so we can hang out like old times. My alarm was going off I set it for 8:30 but we woke up at 11:00am dang !! We got less than a hour to be there. Jodie and me was knocked out. I woke up to Karmello not being on the bed or in his crib I got and walked in my moms room and she was playin with him. My heart stopped racing..
"Dang that was the best sleep I had in ages ... Jodie said stretching... where my son at he said looking confused. "He's with my mom...
After Jodie left... I got kc ready I put him in his black jacket and matching pants with the black socks and beenie. You sooo cute mommy chunky bear.. I decided to go with a high ponytail bang... And I wore my all low cut true religion low waist jeans.. with a regular black shirt and a sandals these pants really hugged me that's how I knew I need new clothes. When we got there it was packed I seen Jodie's cousins standing with a light skinned girl she was pretty and had long braids and her arm was tatted. I avoided them by all means as I carried kc in my arms. Cause as soon as they see me they're gonna call me over there I don't have time for that. "Hey sis ... "omggg!!! Ninaaaa she said hugging me tightly im sorry I couldn't be there for your release I had exams. "It's okay Lanie you look cute.. nahh that's you .. why you got them Jeans on she said laughing. She gave kc a kiss and I said a friendly hello to Bryan and he held kc for a few as my mom help my sister get prepared. You want some cupcake kc I said to him grabbing one while everyone was dancing and having fun. "Well , we'll we'll look who it is. I turned to see who it was. "Shiloh!!!! I gave him a big hug... he got finer over the years he had a butterfly neck tattoo. And his blonde dreads looked good. "Don't tell me you got a baby. "Yeah I do.. Shiloh was my bestfriend before Jodie and then Shiloh left: "dang let me hold him ... awww he likes you ... "sooo I got a daughter now ... "whaaa!! Everyone has kids huh we both started laughing. "Yeah her name is Zoriah.. and I noticed Jodie was staring.. him and his reckless cousins came over to me. "Ninaaa !! Jovon said man he looks just like Jodie.. "okay jovon I said rolling my eyes and grabbing my son from Shiloh arms. Yamaj stood there like she had a attitude. "Imma go check on my daughter talk to you later we should definitely hang out.. "Who was that Jodie asked irritable. "An old friend of mines.. he grabbed kc imma watch him.. Okay I told him. "Ari ... ayeee whatttup!! I heard Marvin said he was the only one I liked out of Jodie's cousins. He hugged me tightly. "Are y'all going to that party tonight yahmaj said. "Ofc!!! Jodie you coming yeah I might slide.. it felt awkward so I walked to where my moms parked the car. I grabbed a blanket for kc just in case cause it was sunny and windy. After the event.. I gave my sister a long hug and began looking for Jodie cause it was time for kc to eat.
They was laughing and sitting on the bench.. yahmaj grabbed Jodie's cheek and kissed it after I walked up like gir I don't care. Alright I'm finna go... I grabbed and put him in his blanket. "Alright be safe he told me. This baby shower was awkward.
