I woke up at 8:45pm to Jodie's mother waking me up... In tears!! ARII!! Jodie's been in a car crash!! She said hollering grabbing her keys.. Karmello was screaming and crying.... I checked my phone confused to 8 missed calls and texts from Brandon and jovon... wtf I said turning the news on:
Fox Five News: A deadly car crash by a drunk driver 3 teens was found critically hurt but conscious one of them is unresponsive on West and fifth street. a Grey Toyota was smashed into a lamp post no further news until now. We will be right back with our commercial. "Noo!! I grabbed kc and I drove straight to the hospital: soon as I got there his cousins was there and yamaj.. "whaaa happened I said screaming at them !!! Brandon began holding me back as he saw the rage in my eyes... "jovon had a head patch on and his the other cousin Jamal was in critical condition as I saw a doctor wheel him to the room. Yahmaj was sitting getting treated: If y'all don't tell me whaaa happened I SWEAR!!! i screamed... Brandon grabbed Karmello for me and sat down Jovon came to me tryna tell the story.. "so we called Jodie to meet us at the spot cause my uncle haven't seen him in a awhile and... yahmaj was driving she was drunk and we were all messed up.. rage came over my body I walked outside tryna catch my breath before I get in to trouble for beating up someone one. My moms was calling me.. "hey baby !! Where is Karmello I heard what happened moms I think they said he's unresponsive I said crying hard on my knees. I was just talking to him mom .. "okay baby here I come to get Karmello. Soon then my mother pulled up and got Karmello from Brandon arms because I began to be unstable. She told Me to stay by his side. "I sat in the waiting room angry mad ... wanting to see him.. "Marvin was he drunk ? "Nahh He took a few meds and yahmaj kept offering him some liquor... how could you I told her!! You don't even know himmm your dragging him down this sorry ass path ... "it's not my fault that my boyfriend wanting to drink.. she said slurred I wanted to get up and slapped the dogg jumped over the moon shizz outta her. And jovon ... bro did y'all even know he was depressed and had anxiety!!! Ofc u didn't stupid idiots I told y'all that he shouldn't be drinking but y'all don't listen I swear if my baby dadd is - Arii brandon said cutting me off... don't he gone be okay... he hugged me tight as they brought Jamal and yamaj to the back room for a checkup. A few hours later I was sleep in Brandon's lap and it was daytime. Jodie's mom walked out slowly with bloodshot tears coming from her face.. "they said .... She paused.. that he's on life support and he only got a 8 weeks to live.. I fell on my knees like my heart literally stopped beating... Jodie's mom came and we cried on the floor. Sobbing... I want to see him... she walked me to the back and there he was laying with tubes all in him and his green beenie was on.. I cried looking at him... I touched his hand: I'm never leaving you Jodie idc I said breathing hard.. whyyy!! Jodie why didn't you stay with meeee.. I kissed his cheek and sat in the chair. This isn't fairrrr!! Not my Jodie - I sat there with him.. some nights I laid in the bed with him. Yahmaj didn't come to see him not once.. I was attached to him cause he had a good soul. Kior, Barbie and them kept blowing my phone up I simply... told them I'm going through something. I kept my phone dead I just wanted to be with him forever: I love you Jodie. Me and Karmello sat with him day in and day out.. You really know how to make me cry when you give me those ocean eyes. He had a bright future ahead of him. I remember the night we met like the back of my hand. "I was with my home girl Liyah we was all 15 .. we went to this skatepark and there he was playing ball .. with Brandon and his smile was so big. He asked me to play and Ofcc I lost he used to call me ninnaaa Selena : idk why but after that day I was in his car going for late night rides and I remember the first time I spent the night over his house. He made my day shine and so much better we both had daddy issues mines was in prison and his was distant and abusive.. he was there when I cried he saved my life.
