Beaddie [ ONE SHOT COLLECTION ]

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Maddie's POV

"Hey are you okay?" tanong sa akin ng cousin ko.

"Yup." and then humarap ako sa kanya.

"Sus, di ka pa rin maka move on diba?"

"Eh ikaw rin naman." sabay irap sa kanya 

"HOY naka move on na ako, excuse me!"

"Oh daan na."

"Luh si ate, anyway handa ka na ba bumalik ng  pinas?" 

"Hindi ko alam" 

"Ate mads, kaya mo ba talaga? Alam mo i'm worried sayo like super."

I know, freya. I'm sorry if i always do that sayo palagi kitang pinapa-alala.

"Ikaw frey kailan ka babalik sa kanya." 

"Ate maddie ako iniwan, ikaw hindi pinili. Don't me." pagtataray niya sa akin.

"Masakit ah." sabi ko sa kanya. 

"love u cous!"

"Wala ka bang duty ngayon?" she's a doctor here sa canada. 

"No i don't. Actually hehe. I'll go with you sa pinas."

"What?!" Nagulat naman ako sa sinabi niya. 

"Ate mads can you calm down? Will you? First of all, matagal ko na siyang pinag-isipan okay? you really don't have to act oa okay? I already applied sa pinas. It's better na rin to stay there sa sariling kong bansa. To serve and help the Filipino people." 

That's why i love her my favorite cousin kasi she only cared sa taong mga nakapaligid sa kanya.  

It's been a year since i left the country. No one knows kung saan ako. Well i hide it sa mga friends ko even kila deanna.

I have Acute lymphocytic leukemia. It's rare pero namana ko ata siya sa family members ko. Hindi ganitong mana yung want ko but i can't do anything, i have it na eh. I just need to accept my fate na i only have few months left. 

The doctor told us na mostly those patients na who have leukemia they last daw up to 5 years. My family are RICH but anong gagawin mo sa yaman if hindi mo naman siya madadala sa langit right? Oh yes even money can't cure leukemia. Funny right?

Next Week yung alis namin. Kahit mag stay ako dito sa canada. Mamatay at mamatay pa rin ako. Walang magagawa yung yaman ng family ko even they hired the best doctor in this hospital. Still i'm going to die and maybe i guess that is my fate. 

At least even mamatay ako i have a family that will always support me. I've met my true friends yun nga lang iniwan ko sila ng walang paalam. And i met her, the best thing that ever happened to me pero i let her go because i know i will hurt her lang.

"Ang lalim naman ng iniisip mo ate. Are you thingking about her?" I'm here outside the balcony pinapanuod ang mga kotseng dumadaan at ang kagandahan ng canada. 

Maybe, canada will be the last country na mapupuntahanan ko. We don't know. 

"Nope. I'm not thingking about her frey. It's been a year na." I smiled.

"Hay nako ate mads, why did you push her away? Yan tuloy pinag-palit ka." tiningnan ko naman siya ng masama. 

"Eh i saw how happy she is sa kanya eh. While me? puros pain lang naman yung ibibigay ko sa kanya. Iiwan ko pa nga siya pero that sucks kasi walang balikan na magaganap. To the point na even you guys can't see me either."

"Sira! Ate mads don't talk like that. Alam mo if you really love a person you will choose that person kahit gaano pa kasakit. Pero ewan ko ba bat hindi mo pinaglaban yung sarili mo sa kanya."