So , introducing me , I am a 21 yr old girl , who's done her bachelors and now is back home but I guess I came at the right time to home because yeah ! I was craving for home and was missing home , I needed change in everything , I was in college and would often get homesick and would cry craving for home , for me my safe and happy place is my home and I don't find anything more peaceful than my family members and my real people, and I started to come at the conclusions when I went back home and realized I was more happy here and was smiling here at my best , I guess I somewhere lost everything when I was in my college life , we were in a society where we had to pretend that all is okay although nothing seems to be okay nor is anything normal , you are in between of such people where you have to be the person who you are not and nor you ever wanna become , no doubt but I gained a lot of friends there in my college and true people also , but I also met such people my parents would warm me about and I guess that time was perfect time to face those people who just made it worse for me and made my mental health bad or we can say worst , I was being emotionally used and abused , exhausted , and for me things start getting worst when I was doing stuffs which I would never do , few changes made my life more bad and I innerly wanted to escape that place because yeah that place was not for me or maybe I was not that much prepared to be at that place and face whatever I was facing it at that time , betrayal , cheated , broken things , hate , fights , crying , a lot....... can't mention all they haunt me all the time and I still cry because of these things in my room locking myself in my room and just thinking whatever I had been through.
But now I guess it's time to change everything and everyone and now it's time to stop entertaining people and focus on myself , and now even if I wanted to return to the place back but now with a change , a change no one would have ever thought of and trust me it's gonna shock everyone , so surely I will be keep updating you about my life and works I am doing.
Wish me luck !
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How it's changing
RandomA small life circle about me where I'm writing and noting all the changes happening in my life and how am I working for it ,I have dreams an d I wanna see myself acheiving it , and I'm starting the journey now , and some difficult decisions will be...
