Recherché | Discontinued

07

After an enchanting evening, me and Jun walked home hand in hand in a comfortable silence, whilst gazing up at the shiney stars scattered around the deep blue blanket comforted by the soft gray clouds. Destiny; that's what brought us this far, if it wasn't for it, we would have never come as far as this.

Despite what I'm feeling right now, the thought of telling him about my family is haunting me. All the pain and distress I've experienced when I was a child still torments me.

"I guess I'll see you tomorrow" I stated, staring straight into the eyes of my lover. The man of my dreams and the rightful owner of my heart. A man that I thought I would never get as mine. A man who'd father my children and be with me through thick and thin. Writing and describing him will take more than book. There's so much to write about him: his eyes, his smile, his hair, his body, his personality, the way he loves, his calm demeanor, the way comforts me - life for me was never rapturous, but when he wwalked in to my life - all I saw was happiness and an ever after with him.

I know that life from now on wards won't be very easy, and not every thing we think and plan will go our way. But the one and only thing I don't want to go wrong is him. Him and only him. He's like a drug that I'm addicted to - and now a second without him makes me feel like vessel with out a soul.

"What if I say, I want to pick you up tommorrow?" He remarked with a smirk.

I smiled up at him, and quickly agreed. I waved at him, and got inside my house. I undressed myself and got into my en suite to take a quick warm shower. I looked at my petite body in the mirror. I traced my fingers over my skin covering collar bone and rib cage, giving it a tempting depth.

My midnight black hair reached down below my waist and graced my backside. I let out a soft exhausted yawn, whilst the thought of a wonderful is finally coming to an end ran neverending tracks in my mind.

To be honest, as every second passes by and the time to an end nears, a new fear is taking over my consience. Desperately leaving me with a desire for this day to not pass by as another dream of mine. I'm only a little bit delusional - but sometimes it can kind of get out of hand.

I felt the world go dark finally as I drifted off in to a new comforting paradise, after a long battle with my insomnia. Having sleep paralysis and insomnia is a horrifying fact. And like that the day finally ended, with me deep in sleep with a smile unintentionally plastered across my face. what I'm feeling right now, the thought of telling him about my family is haunting me. All the pain and distress I've experienced when I was a child still torments me.

"I guess I'll see you tomorrow" I stated, staring straight into the eyes of my lover. The man of my dreams and the rightful owner of my heart. A man that I thought I would never get as mine. A man who'd father my children and be with me through thick and thin. Writing and describing him will take more than just a book. There's so much to write about him: his eyes, his smile, his hair, his body, his personality, the way he loves, his calm demeanor, the way comforts me - life for me was never rapturous, but when he walked in to my life - all I saw was happiness and an ever after with him.

I know that life from now on wards won't be very easy, and not every thing we think and plan will go our way. But the one and only thing I don't want to go wrong is him. Him and only him. He's like a drug that I'm addicted to - and now a second without him makes me feel like vessel with out a soul.

"What if I say, I want to pick you up tommorrow?" He remarked with a smirk.

I smiled up at him, and quickly agreed. I waved at him, and got inside my house. I undressed myself and got into my en suite to take a quick warm shower. I looked at my petite body in the mirror. I traced my fingers over my skin covering collar bone and rib cage, giving it a tempting depth.

My midnight black hair reached down below my waist and graced my backside. I let out a soft exhausted yawn, whilst the thought of a wonderful is finally coming to an end ran neverending tracks in my mind.

To be honest, as every second passes by and the time to an end nears, a new fear is taking over my consience. Desperately leaving me with a desire for this day to not pass by as another dream of mine. I'm only a little bit delusional - but sometimes it can kind of get out of hand.

I felt the world go dark finally as I drifted off in to a new comforting paradise, after a long battle with my insomnia. Having sleep paralysis and insomnia is a horrifying fact. And like that the day finally ended, with me deep in sleep with a smile unintentionally plastered across my face.

Oh how I'd feel if it all ends up as another dream.