Mi Amor. The Sandlot. Benny x Smalls. Book 1

He's Still Gone.

Benny's Pov.

I woke up and felt like crap, my eyes and head hurt so bad. But the guys and I are gonna meet up again to look for my lover. Hopefully we'll find him.
I got up, and I got dressed and went to the sandlot. Everyone was waiting there, except.... For my lover... I hope we find him, and if we don't, I don't know what I'd do I can't live without him. We all split up again to look for him.

Scotty's pov
I woke up in the same corner I fell asleep in. I thought about what had happened last night. I felt so disgusting. I'm ruined. I was waiting for Benny to take my virginity from me, but now I don't know if he'll want me anymore. I buried my head in my knees. Trying not to cry, to be loud, to wake Phillips up. I sat there in pain, for hours. When Phillips did wake up, he tried to kiss me, but I resisted. He tried to make me eat, but I refused to. He tried to get me to move from that spot, but I refused to. I sat there all day, not listening or looking at Phillips.

Benny's pov.
After hours of searching again, we didn't find him. It was now 6:00pm. And everyone went home, and stopped looking for the night. But I didn't, I was going to search and search until I found him. By 9:00pm, I just about to go home for the night, when I heard it.

Scott's Pov.
I sat in that corner until Phillips went to bed, he fell asleep at 8:30pm. I waited an extra 20 minutes before I did it. When it was 8:50, I stood up, and looked at his window, there wasn't anything in front of it on the ground. Luckily, Phillips house was only one story, so I could just hop right out. I carefully unlocked his window, and slid it open. I climbed on it and jumped out. I closed the window and tears of happiness filled my eyes, Im free. I booked it to my neighborhood, Phillips lived in a different neighborhood as me, but lived in the same town. I booked it to the direction of the sandlot. As I got closer to the sandlot, I saw Benny! He was walking back to his house. I ran faster, faster than I ever had.
"Benny!" I yelled still running. He turned around, wide eyed.

Benny's Pov
"Benny!" I heard, I shot myself around to see.... My lover!? Running towards me. Without thinking, I ran to him. As we got to each other, I wrapped my arms around him so fast. And he did the same.
"Baby! Where were you!?" I asked tears forming in my eyes.
"Phillips! He kidnapped me" he said with tears in his eyes. I looked down at him, to see bruises and hickey's all over him.
"Baby.... Did he-" I started to ask but got cut off.
"He raped me... I tried my best to stop him. But it didn't work..." He said with tears in his eyes. My eyes filled with tears instantly. How could anyone do that to someone? Someone hurt the love of my life, not just emotionally, but physically.
"Baby... I'm so sorry. It's okay if you think I'm disgusting and don't want to be with me anymore" he said. My heart hurts.
"No baby no! You're not disgusting. You couldn't help that he did that. And you couldn't help that he took you from me! But you're safe now, you're with me. You're safe" i reassured him
"But I'm ruined..." He said.
"No you're not, you're not ruined to me. He force fully took your virginity. But I'll spirituality take it, and it'd be real love, and it'd be however you want it. You'll never be ruined to me." I said as I wrapped my arms around his waist.
"Promise?" He asked.
"I promise," i said
"Now let's go home. You need sleep." I said as we walked home.
When we walked through the door, my mother came rushing to Scott. We explained what happened and she made Scotty eat something. After he ate, we went upstairs.
"Baby?" I asked.
"Yeah"
"Can I see the marks, the marks he left..." I asked. He took off his t-shirt and showed me them, it hurt me, knowing he went through that.
"Baby?" He asked.
"Yes mi amor?"
"Can I wear one of your t-shirts?" He asked. I smiled at him, and got up. I went over to my dresser and grabbed his favorite shirt of mine.
"Of course mi amor" I softly said as I handed him the shirt. He put on the shirt and took off his pants. My shirt was a little bigger than him, but that's what made it cute, he always wore my shirts to bed when he's upset. He laid down in bed. I took off my jacket and my jeans. I usually always slept in a tank top and boxers. I turned off the lights, and climbed in bed with him, laying with him till the sun came up.

Scott's Pov.
The next day, Benny's mother reported Phillips to the authorities and what he did. They sent him away for 2 years, because of rape, and kidnapping.
Everyone was happy I was found, and was safe. Just like everyday, we played baseball at the sandlot. All of us.
But ever since this incident... I haven't been able to look or go near "Vincents Drug Store" without feeling the trauma.
But Benny always reassured me that nothing would happen to me and that he's here with me. So, I got through it.
All of the guys and I were at the sandlot, not playing baseball, but talking. laughing with each other, and just having fun. Me and Benny were sitting together on the bench, his arm wrapped around me.
I laid my head on his shoulder, still tired from the night before. The other guys were talking, and I closed my eyes.

"You okay, mi amor?" Benny slightly whispered.
Without opening my eyes, I replied.
"Yeah, I'm just tired."
"Oh, okay, do you want to head home soon?" He asked.
"Only if you want to. I don't want to make us leave just because I'm tired." I said as I looked at him.
"No baby, it's fine. I don't mind if we leave, if you're tired, then you're tired. It's 5:00 o'clock anyway, we'd leave here in two hours anyways." He said.
"Nah, it's fine, I'll wait the two hours." I said as I sat up.
"Okay then, just let me know when you do want to leave." He said as he kissed me on the cheek.
"Okay," I said.
We all continued talking with one of another. For the next two hours. We had a good time.