I CAN SEE YOU; jesse swanson x fem!reader

CHAPTER FOURTEEN; group sharing

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PART ONE
Group Sharing

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" y/n's point of view "

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RECEIVING A TEXT from Chloe saying the Bellas were given a second chance in the finals was not what I was expecting for the end of spring break. Let alone the fact she told me to come to the meeting.

But, while I wanted to go and see if they'd let me back in, I had something else to do first.

I hadn't seen Stacie, as she wasn't there when I got to our dorm, but I did see Jesse as he got to his dorm. So I knew he was back on campus.

It took me a while to push myself down the hallway to knock on his door. Room 334.

When nobody came to the door I frowned because I could smell popcorn through the door. So I knocked again.

"Jesse, I know you're in there. I can smell popcorn." I sighed. "Come on, Jesse. Open up."

There was movement inside and soon the door opened up and Jesse was staring back at me.

"Hey," I paused for a moment. "Um, I tried texting you. And calling you. I left you a message."

I tried calling him once over spring break, but I never got an answer.

"Yeah. I got them." He replied. That really hurt because it meant he had purposely been ignoring me.

Then it all spewed out. "Look, I'm really sorry we fought, and I've felt like shit all break because I didn't mean to yell, I was just mad and so stressed out because..."

"Seriously?" He had a smile, but a look of disbelief. "You think I'm mad because you yelled at me?"

"Well, yeah..." I paused. I didn't know why else he would be. "I thought... Okay, I know—"

"No, you don't. You think you know but you don't." Jesse took a deep breath. "I get why you yelled at me, but then you completely blew me off for days. Not a single word or text. It was like we never... I mean, I gave you that note because I wanted to tell you..."

"What?" I asked after his words drifted off.

"It doesn't matter anymore." His hand grabbed onto the side of the door again.

"Jesse, come on." I spoke and he shook his head.

"You pushed me away when all I did was try and help you." He looked sad. "I'm done with... this right now."

"Jesse..."

"I can't do this right now." He closed the door in my face.

I swear I could feel my heart break in my chest at that moment.

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