Sometimes Love Isn't Enough - TheAmbys 2024

Bring Me To Life

Brendon's parents have arrived. Before I took them into his room, I updated  them on everything that had happened so far. "When you go in, you will be shocked when you see him, but just talk to him as you would talk to each other. The Dr's have told us it's the best thing to do.

**Brendon's Parent's POV **

Carlyn looks exhausted between being here for Brendon every day, trying to prepare for the baby coming. (That was a surprise) as well as taking care of herself. I know they have a great group of friends and support system, but it would have been nice to have known about the pregnancy earlier. I suppose you can't blame them after everything that happened when they got married. We should have handled it better, but we were so angry and disappointed.

"Brendon, son. it's mom and dad. My poor boy, " she sobs. "I'm so sorry that this has happened to you. We have been praying for you and have asked the church for their prayers. I don't really know what else to say. "I can't believe you're going to be a dad. That was a nice surprise. Why didn't you tell us?  It would have been nice to have had a heads up. Brendon, what on earth happened? What were you trying to do? I mean, you've done some stupid things over the years, but this, this could cost you your life. How could you have been so stupid and irresponsible?" she states.  "You need to start taking responsibility for your actions! You're about to have a child, for goodness sake. It's about time you grew up."
"Grace..." Boyd interrupts her. "Carlyn told us not to stress him out."
"Spmeone needs to knock some sense into him, Boyd. Clearly, not much has changed over the years. He's still as irresponsible as he was when he was 18. I mean, who throws their life away by getting married on a whim."

Carlyn's POV

I am sitting holding Brendons hand whilst Grace is on his other side. Boyd looks a little uncomfortable. Like he doesn't know where to put himself. I know her last comment was a jibe at me. You'd have thought that after all these years, she would have come to terms with us. The fact that we proved everyone wron, that were still together, would have mellowed her, but no, she still has to keep going.  By now, I can sense that Brendon is starting to get agitated. His body has started twitching slightly again. I know these are involuntary movements, but it's hell of a coincidental that it's happening when his mom is berating him. His eyes are also moving quicker.

"Grace, I think it's time for you to leave. I think you are agitating him. " I continue running my hand through Brendon's hair, hoping to try and calm his twitching. I can see his eyes movements slowing as well. We have been told that these movements are involuntary reactions and are normal in patients who are in a coma.

I notice that it seems as though he is starting to relax, and I wonder if he can sense me. " I said you could visit, as long as you remained calm. For God's sake, he's nearly 31. It was an accident. These things happen to people everyday". I am trying to keep my temper under control, but she's making it difficult for me. She's doing the one thing we have been asked not to do. "If he becomes agitated, it could cause his intracranial pressure to rise again, putting him at risk of another seizure. Is that what you want to cause him more harm? I think it's best if you leave, NOW!" I fear I may have made matters worse. Maybe I shouldn't have told them at all. I feel that whatever I do, it's going to be wrong.

"Hey, Babe. I know you can hear me, your parents have left. I think I made a big mistake telling them I'm sorry.  The guys have the nursery all ready for us. It's beautiful. I can't wait for you to see it when you come home. All we need now is for you to get better and for the baby to arrive safely. God Bren, I miss you so much. I love you. Our bed is so empty without you." I can only hope my voice and touch are enough to keep him calm.

**Brendon's POV**

I can hear you, Carly. I just wish I could let you know. I miss you too, babe, so much. I just want to be home with you preparing for the baby coming. Enjoying our last few weeks together before we become a family. I heard my mom, I can't believe they are here. I am actually surprised they came. I can tell she was slightly pissed that we never told them about the baby. To be honest, they made their decision years ago, so why would we. She's definitely pissed at me, for fuck sake It's not like I fell deliberately.

**Carlyn's POV**

As I prepare to settle for the night, I play some music on my phone for us. Josh texts me  to let me know that  he's on his way in for a few hours to keep me company. The monitors continue their daily hum. I've gotten used to them now, but I still can't help glancing at them every so often to check that his blood pressure and oxygen levels are stable. The nursing staff are lovely. They check over Brendon every 30 minutes, but they always make sure that the baby and I are  seen to as well.

**Josh's POV**

Entering Brendon's room, I see Carlyn sitting talking away to him, every so often stopping to give him a kiss. She looks dead on her feet, but she still looks as beautiful as ever. She has that pregnancy glow about her. I am so proud of how my best friend is coping with everything.

"Hey Carlyn, how are things? How did it go with Brendons Parents?:
"It was a disaster, Jish. Bren had been quite settled for most of the day. He seemed to become agitated when they were here, so I kicked them out." We talk about what's happening with TOP and I tell her about the new music we have ready for our next album and our plans for the upcoming headline slots that we are playing at a few festivals this year.

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After a few hours, I tell Josh that I am going to call it a night. I am exhausted and ready to head to bed. Well, the pull out bed tht has been put into Brendon's room for me. Josh is saying goodbye to Brendon whilst I go and get ready for bed. Before he leaves, Josh wraps me in a bear hug and kisses the top of my head. "Carlyn, I don't know how you are managing to juggle everything. I am so proud of how you are coping. You know I am here for you any time, day or night. We all are. "I know, Jish. I really appreciate you all, and I am grateful for everything you have all done for us. "

**Brendon's POV **

God, my head hurts, but I am more aware of the noise around me. I can hear Carlyn and Josh. At least, I think it's Josh talking quietly. I try to open my eyes like I usually do only this time, to my surprise, they open. Thankfully, the room is quite dark. I try to move my head, but my neck feels stiff. I open my mouth to speak, but it feels like I have a mouthful of sand. I feel a tear running down the side of my face. "Carly?"