My Ghost Boy (female reader × Luke Patterson)

Chapter 45: Forever And Always

Once we were both in Julie's room I slammed the door shut behind me. I plopped myself down in Julie's desk chair, and Julie fell onto her bed. She huffed madly to herself. Pulling up from her bed and going to her nightstand. She grabbed a journal type notebook and some are supplies. She started drawing something while I was sitting there staring at the wall recalling the events in my head. I scoffed loudly remembering. Julie looked up from her work and sent me a sympathetic look.

Not wanting to talk or think about it I did what my mother always told me. If I was feeling a strong emotion(s) whether it be; fear, anger, sad, shock. Write the emotions down. Using my mother's words before had made some amazing songs from my end. So I pulled my music book from my purse grabbed a pencil Julie had lying on the desk and I started writing.

I wasn't sure what entirely I wanted to write about I just wanted to get my emotions out so I wouldn't feel them. I started recalling every time I had spent with Luke. The way he would talk, laugh, sing with me, the way we would walk in sync. The way he would hold my hand like he would never let me go. Subtle memories came into my brain. All of them felt wasted now that I knew all three of them would leave me.

(Trip down memory lane!!)

I thought back to their awkward introductions. The way they would fake being chill and act all calm while me and Julie were slightly panicking.

"Okay maybe we should start with introducing ourselves" the one with short brown hair suggested. "Uhm why?" I asked perplexed by this offer. "Because" he responded. Dang this one had some nerve, but Julie nodded her head to me so I reluctantly said "Fine, but make it fast because we want explanations" I snapped at them making the blonde one flinch.

"Okay thank you" said the one with dark brown hair. "Ya ya ya just do the introduction" I said impatiently. "Fine I'm Luke" the one with short brown hair said. "Reggie" the one with dark brown hair commented. "Alex" the blonde one said.

Little did I know that day I would grow to love all of them as family. Remembering this moment i wrote the first line.

(A/n: The song that she/you is writing is for my taylor swift fans. If you are not one I'm sorry but it is called forever and always. All credits go to miss Taylor swift ok back to the story.)

My pencil seemed to have a mind of its own. It scribbled on the paper my mind barely processing. 'Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye. And we caught onto something. I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me.' When I read through I realized it wasn't all true he has never told me he loved me. But I didn't care I was just writing what I wanted to. I doesn't have to be real or make sense.

(Flashback)

"Hey its pretty late maybe you should go to bed you're the one that needs it" he says. "No. . . I was. . .-" in the middle of my sentence I yawn and fall asleep right there.

I heard Luke laugh and pick up the Illiad. He starts flipping through the book. I open my eyes and notice him staring at me AGAIN. He quickly gets back to what he was doing and I shut my eyes again.

My pencil started writing again all of these memories we had made together. Now looking back on them they seem bittersweet. 'Were you just kidding 'Causs if seems to me. This thing is breaking down we hardly ever speak. I don't feel welcome anymore. Baby what happened please tell me. 'Cause one second if was perfect, now your half way out the door.' I read over it checking for mistakes. Then I sang it in the tune I thought best for it.