It's hard.
Always finding yourself outside,your friends, family and otherwise.
Always looking in, watching as they all commune and you wonder why you're the outsider,you wonder why it seems that no matter what you do,you never seem to fit in.
They say you're meant to be different,that it's good because greatness isn't found or nurtured with outside noise,but sometimes you crave that noise, that little bit of attention.
You feel like you need to be acknowledged in some way in order to feel relevant,you feel like you have to do everything possible to make them like you and maybe see you,the real you, alone and hurting, needing someone to understand that the alienation digs deep.
Your mind,a chasm of thoughts,mostly hurtful to yourself,who you are,what you are.
You create the very chains that bind you to negativity.
You want out?
Look in.
Acknowledge that you are so much more than what you think.
Capabilities limitless, energy surging, pulsing exponentially, reaching farther than the universe touches.
Living.
