Thoughts

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Shu's silent as he's next to you, his arms crossed and in his usual slouch position.
You had expected some sort of retaliation from him after the way you just spoke.
Eventually, knowing you were waiting for him to answer;he sighs, "I don't quite understand what's going on myself."
You sit up straight in surprise. "You don't?!"
"I was just simply using it to my advantage at first to scare you and drink your blood." His eyes open, looking up at the sky in thought. "But it keeps happening and now it's..."
"Now it's what?" You lean closer to him eagerly.
He gives an annoyed sigh, "I don't know."
"Liar! Surely you know!"
His cold blue eyes whipped to you instantly, "I told you I don't!"
You supposed he was telling the truth, what would he gain from lying? Surely he'd be so proud to announce it was all his brilliant trick.
"I don't understand what it all means Shu.." You now look to the sky, looking for calm. "It's so hard to tell what's real."
His ice blue eyes are still on you, "You really can't feel the difference?"
"You can?"
He shifts slightly, "Is this moment real?"
"Yes." You nod.
"Why?"
"Because you're being your usual self." The night sky was clouded over, just like your head right now.
"So what am I like in dreams?" His eyes are closed again now as he leans back.
You admire his handsome face and feel that unrelenting wanting.
"You're gentle, loving I dare say.." You sigh and blush, "There's just these sweet things you do."
"Sweet huh?" His voice is barely heard, "gentle.."
Your blush deeper, now embarrassed. "Well, they are just dreams aren't they?" You stand up and straighten your dress.
"Are they?" He murmurs.
"Dammit Shu! Stop with the confusing comments already!" You growl and walk away. He obviously wasn't going to give a straight answer, he seemed to just enjoy teasing you more. But as you enter the mansion, you realise that he had kind of opened up a little bit... a very tiny bit.

You open your laptop, Googling 'Dreams', 'Realistic', 'sleepwalking'. Anything related to this at all and none of the information matched really with what you were experiencing.
Frustrated; you run a nice hot bath in your en-suite, dipping down into the water calming you instantly.
The candles you lit set a lovely ambience and the scent of them were musky. Almost reminds you of him.. no. No HIM! No Shu's allowed for the next hour! This is your calming time.
You relax your head on the bath pillow and close your eyes.
Focus on yourself. Listen to your head. What do YOU want? Only you can make it happen...

Frowning you notice one of the candles had gone out and it was darker. Looking about for the towel beside the bath so you could get out to relight it, a cold hand touches yours making you jump.
"Shu!!!" You yell out. His blue eyes locked on yours, a slow grin on his handsome face.
"I wanted to take a bath too."
"You have your own bath!" You shriek and try to cover your body.
"Why are you hiding? I've seen you before.." His grin returns.
"Stop teasing and leave!" You point to the door blushing bright red.
"I cant..you wanted me here." His hand bravely strokes your bare shoulder.
"I said no such thing! Leave!" You pull away, he just sits by the bath smirking. "Shu!" Your blush increases.
"I can't leave. I need a bath too anyways." With that he stands and starts to strip.
"Oh my..." You look away, "are you serious right now?!"
You suddenly feel his leg behind you in the bath. You were outraged but yet you weren't stopping him.
Within seconds he's behind you and pulling you back towards him. His breath on the back of your neck, giving you tingles through your body.
Damn Shu...
Your resolve once again out the window.
"You really don't want me here?" He whispers right in your ear and you bite your lip and the tingles increase.
You just sigh in defeat and let his lips move gently over your naked skin.

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 06, 2023 ⏰

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