" Shhhh wag maingay magigising si mommy" malumanay at pabulong na boses. Nagising ako dahil May malikot sa gilid ko.
"But idol It's time for my mom to wake up" mahina ngunit maligalig na wika ng anak ko. Nagmulat ako ngunit hindi ako gumalaw.
I just want to listen to them , they are the best alarm ever.
"Call me dad like the first time you saw me" bulong nito. Narinig ko naman ang pag reklamo ni Yuno.
"But you're my idol" bulong nito. Kahit kailan talaga ay maligalig ito.
"Okay you decide little kid" wika niya.
"Mom I know you're awake get up na po idol cook for us" wika niya. Natatawang humarap naman ako Sakanila.
To my surprise Zace was also lying on the bed facing my direction. Hindi siya ngumiti pero napakaganda ng bungad ng umaga ko.
Diba hindi nanaman ako galit? Kahit anong kapa ko nanaman sa dibdib ko ng galit wala pa rin .
"Goodmorning" bati niya ngumiti naman ako.
"Goodmorning " wika ko at bumangon na at agad na sinunggaban ng halik si Yuno.
I heard him giggle.
"Mom, it tickles" tawa niya. Napatigil naman ako ng May maramdaman akong pumulupot na bisig sa tiyan ko.
He leaned his head at my back as his hug got tighter.
Nakaramdam naman siguro si Yuno dahil agad naman itong umalis. My son is really something, his this intelligent at his age. Samantalang Nong kasing edad niya pa lang ako ay puro iyak at tawa lang ang alam ko.
"I'm sorry" wika niya. His voice sound so sad. He sound so helpless.
"It's okay Zace I'm sorry too" sagot ko dito.
"I'm mad but damn I love too much" wika niya nagulat naman ako at agad na napaharap sakanya.
He weakly smiled at me as he placed his palm to his face covering his whole face.
"Am I too late?" Wika niya.
Hindi naman ako Nakasagot at tiningnan lang ang malungkot niyang mukha.
"They, they are planning to kill you in order for their daughter to have me" panimula niya. Naguguluhan na tiningnan ko naman siya.
"What do you mean?" tanong ko at nagpaayos ng upo.
"Danica's parents was planning to kill you if I choose you" napahawak naman ako sa aking bibig sa sobrang gulat. Nanginginig rin ako at nag iinit ang gilid ng mata.
"Natakot ako dahil May nag papadala sa akin ng mga larawan mo. Sinusundan ka nila at ano mang oras ay pwede ka nilang kunin sa akin panghabang-buhay" Mahabang paliwanag niya.
My tears starting to fall due to fears and shock.
"Kaya hindi ako nakalapit, pinilit kong ayusin but Danica was so blind ipinilit niya "
"She told her parents that she has a cancer naniwala naman sila including me ang tanga ko" wika niya at nagsisimula ng mabasag ang boses
"Napakaduwag at hina ko, Charriza patawarin mo ako " umiiyak niya ng wika.
"Patawarin mo ak6o kung nasaktan kita , patawad" umiiyak niyang wika niya habang kapit ang mga palad ko
"When the wedding was about to held , I look for you pero wala ka, hinanap kita kahit saan ngunit hindi kita makita, huli na ng malaman ko umalis kayo at iniwan ako, I'm ready to choose you, I'm ready to sacrifice everything just to be with you pero iniwan mo ako"
"My parents agreed to the marriage because they think that I love Danica , " we love each other I can't use my power, I can't risk, I can't lose you"
I can't speak the thing I could only do is to cry.
"They sent me images of you, saying that they will kill you " umiiyak niyang wika. Agad ko naman siyang niyakap.
The truth really hurts. Hindi ko alam, Napakatanga ko dahil hindi ako nagtiwala .
"I'm sorry" tanging nasambit ko.
"I suffered, I'm with someone I didn't even want ang hirap" umiiyak niyang wika . His softness was unbearable
What did I do to experience all of this? They take him away from Me, from us. Ilang taon akong nagtago at lumayo para sumaya sila pero she tricked me.
"I found out that she tricked us, wala siyang cancer" halos gumuho ang mundo ko at sinisi ang sarili sa lahat ng nangyari.
He look at me and pain was visible in his eyes. He suffered a lot because of me.
Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko at tiningnan ako sa mata
"Magpakasal tayo, Charriza" wika niya. Nanlalaking matang napatingin ako sakanya.
Hindi ko siya pinaniwalaan , sinaktan ko siya, iniwan at halos tinanggalan ng karapatan sa anak ko and his still want to marry me?
I don't deserve him.
I'm too pathetic and heartless for him.
Umiling ako, kita ko ang sakit at gulat sa mga mata niya.
He deserves better than me.
"I , can't Zace. I'm not the girl for you, I don't deserve you" wika ko naman. Umiling siya ng paulit ulit.
"What? N-no-"
"Sa ating dalawa ikaw ang pinaka nasasaktan. You sacrifice enough, I don't deserve all of that so please " wika ko umiling siya habang patuloy na lumuluha
"I'll divorce her just please Marry me " nagmamakaawa niyang wika umiling ako . Masyado ko na siyang nasasaktan . All those years I only think that I'm the one who's hurt
Na siya ang May kasalanan pero ako! Ako dapat ang sisisihin.
"You deserve someone Zace hindi ako" wika ko. Tinatagan ko ang loob ko at tumayo .
"Let's stay like this, Let's focus on Yuno. No feelings involved " wika Ko. Hindi naman siya nakapagsalita .
I walked out from that room. I couldn't bear looking at him. My heart breaking up into million pieces but it still beating for him.
I'm giving him up not because I don't love him, I'm giving him up because I hurt him too much.
"I'll still divorce her, let me prove myself let me try please"
Tinig niya pa , hindi ako tumigil maglakad pababa . Ayoko ng pahirapan siya.
Masakit pero siguro ay kailangang din nating bumitaw.
Hindi lahat ng bagay ay hindi dapat sukuan.
When someone was hurting we should let go . We should put an end in order to take a space and to start again.
I think his starting again but not with me.
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RomansaNZACE KYUN MONTEMAYOR STORY Started December 29 2022 Completed: February 22, 2024 Love is one of the confusing word that Charriza Xien Zuason ever heard. Longing to have a love story which has a happily ever after ending. Will she be able to find t...
