12:01. Lunch time. Great. Having to sit at Kelsey's table. Hannah's table was full today. "Alex!!" Kelsey screams in my ear. "Jesus, Kelsey". I want to punch her in the face. "I'm not in the mood okay?" I say flat out. I didn't feel like eating, so I just went and say at the table. If that's not bad enough, there sits, diagonally across the two tables, Scott Wheeling.
Oh no. He's staring right at me. What did I do now? I smile. He smiles back with that look on his face that just catches me off guard. I didn't notice that I was staring for a good five minutes. The weird thing is, he stared right at me too. I thought he would look away and then I wouldn't have to keep glancing, but my eyes were fixed on his spot. That is very peculiar. Before I have any time to figure out what's happening, Kelsey's right beside me again with her friend Sasha. Soon, our table is filled with everyone rushing to it like a flock of sheep. "So...what you're saying is that it's my fault that you and John broke up? No, so stop assuming things". I couldn't take it anymore. I snapped. "Okay, everyone shut up. No one cares about John breaking up with you. Stop trying to create drama by accusing that Melanie was the reason Blake broke up with you. GET OVER IT! No one cares. Also, Kelsey, stop being dramatic and trying to get attention. Oh I scratched myself and it's red. Boo hoo! You're not bleeding are you?! No, so stop it. You don't show everyone if you do do it. It's obvious you're trying to get attention by showing Dana across the table saying it hurts! Just stop and shut up!" "What room do you have to talk Brent?" Tom chimes in. "You think you're perfect? You think that we're all stupid and that you're the only normal one? Well you aren't. Quite the opposite actually. You act like a freaking girl, you cry over the stupidest things. Oh he hates me, oh she wants me to do this and that. NO! You are far from perfect Brent. You'll never be good enough. All you'll ever be is a lazy, fat, ugly, waste of space, homo. It's not right! So feel free to leave and never come back. Go kill yourself!" Two words on my mind at that moment. I'm Done.
