*Taehyung's POV*
It was very surprising to find that I had woken up before Kook. He is usually always up first.
I didn't bother waking him though. I just smiled as I petted him lightly. I left the bedroom & went to eat some cereal. I left my bowl in the sink, & went to get a shower.
I took a quick like one, but I was sure to get washed up well.
Kook was awake when I got out, he was eating some of the frozen waffles, that I forgot we had."Morning Kook! You slept longer then normal," I shook a hand though my wet hair & he looked up at me, then back down.
"Yeah, I just didn't feel like getting up early today," he shrugged & finished eating. I decided to go check the mail, where I found a flyer for a carnival in town.
Kookie loves carnivals! I have to take him!!
I ran back inside holding the flyer in his face, "Come on, we should go! You would have lots of fun!"He agreed & went to shower, like usual he took a long one.
He is acting weird though, he hasn't been looking at me, he doesn't goof around with me like we used to just a few days ago.
I wonder what's wrong, I'm a bit worried. Maybe getting out tonight will take his mind off everything.°•°•°•°
We waited until it was about 6pm to go, I wanted to see everything all lit up in the dark. All the lights on the rides & games.
When we got there, there where still tons of people there.It wasn't just me & Kook, all the guys came along.
I grabbed Kook's arm & ran into the crowd looking for some games to play.
"Hey, can we play ring toss?" He pointed to the both with an excited smile.
So we walked over, played a few rounds, & won a huge stuffed panda.
He kept it on his shoulders as we walked around.We played just about all the other games & then ate.
While we were eating I was looking around, "Oh! Let's get on the Farris wheel! Jebal!" I grabbed his arm shaking it, & it took a little begging but he agreed!
Yay Farris wheel with my Kookie.
Wait, what did I just say?*Jungkook's POV*
Damn, I don't wanna be alone with him in one of the boxes/seats.
I've been trying to stay around people all day, I'm afraid of saying, or making a dumb move.He wasn't gonna stop begging so I gave in.
I sighed throwing away what was left of my food & put my panda back on my shoulders.
It wasn't that far so when we got there, the machine operator held onto my panda for me.Once we got in, it went around a few times, & stoped some to let others on.
Then, it stopped & wouldn't start moving again. We are at the very top! I don't like this!"He-Hey! I want down! Why isn't this thing working!?" I pulled my legs up into the seat & hugged them to my chest.
I don't exactly love heights.
We heard the operator yell that something had happened (no shit sherlock) & that it would be a little while before it would move again.I sighed looking around at the ground below, & at all the lights.
"Hey...Kook? You alright?" I looked over at Tae, the sound of his voice making me jump.
"Y-Yeah, just don't like heights." I averted my eyes back to looking around.
"Hm...okay. Well for small talk, did you ever remember that dream from the other night? You made noises like that again last night too. It was slightly louder though, it was...weird." I tensed up as I felt my face get hot. I can't tell him, & I can't believe it was about him AGAIN!"I don't know Tae, I'm sorry if I've been bothering you, I'll sleep on my own tonight." I tried to keep my cool, but it was sorta nerve wracking to be up here with him all alone.
"I think you have been having wild dreams, huh? Come on, who are they about?" He nudged my arm & I kept thinking of someone I could say, & it not be weird.
Shit....I can't think of anyone."It was you Taehyung." Did I really just...I did...
"W-What!!? Me?" I put my head down on my knees.
I feel like throwing up & I'm shaking. Why did I open my mouth? He is gonna hate me, & never going to want to talk to me.Next thing I know, he grabs my head & pulls it up.
"Kook, are you joking with me right now? Are you being serious?" His voice changed to a very low tone, & the look on his face was serious. His hand is under my chin, & we are looking right at each other.
"Are you playing with my feelings right now Jungkook?"
"No...Why would I? Are you saying you have feelings for me or something?" I felt my face heat up, & my heart was racing."Yeah I do have feelings for you. I've had feelings for you. Do you actually have feelings for me?" At this moment we were both in a state of taking everything in.
Are we.....confessing?"I-I don't know, I mean...I think I do. Err...I'm not sure." I put my head back down.
I'm really not sure. Part of me wants him, but the other half is telling me to stay away. Shit, I'm so horrible.
"Hey, I understand. I hope none of this will make it awkward. Anyways, seems like you're gonna be stuck up here with me for a while." I looked up to see him sit back in the seat as he talked. He looked out & around at everything below us. By the look on his face, he was confused & slightly upset.
Damn...I feel horrible, only if I would have kept my mouth shut.After about 20 minutes of complete silence we started moving again. When we got off I grabbed my panda, hugging it to death.
We met up with the others & left after that. It was really late when we got home, so we all went to bed. I'm sleeping in my own bed tonight.°•°•°•°
I felt a huge amount of pain in my head, & I could smell & taste the foulness of blood. It was so strong my stomach began to hurt.
I couldn't move, so I opened my eyes to see what was restraining me.
I'm tied to a damn chair, I have blood on me...my own blood. The more I try to examine myself, I figure out, I'm not alone in this dim lit room.
"K-Kook? You're awake? That was some beating you got...at you okay?" I looked in front of me, & there's Tae. He looks just as bad as I assume I look, if not worse.
"Y-Yeah I'm fine, are you? What happ-" I was interrupted by someone else coming into the room holding what seemed to be a knife...
"So, Jungkook is it? This is your boyfriend, Taehyung?" I couldn't see the guys face, he had a hood on blocking it.
He was walking in circles around Taehyung sliding the knife across his skin. It made me cringe & I was fighting to get out of this damn chair.
"WOAH STOP!! WHAT DID WE EVER DO TO YOU!?" I was yelling & still struggling.
He gabbed Tae's hair pulling his head back, with the knife to his throat.
"Nothing, let's just say. This is my hobby." He let out a horrid laughed as Tae started yelling.
"KOOK CLOSE YOUR EY-" chocking, all I hear is choking.
All I see is him bleeding, & dying right in front of me.
"TAE! NO NO! YOU BASTARD!" I watched Tae mouth that he loved me & then he stopped breathing.°•°•°•°
I shot straight up in my bed, I can't breath. I feel like I'm choking.
I start coughing, & breathing heavily trying to catch my breath.
Tae woke up & ran over to my bed.
"Hey!? What happened, calm down! Just breath, you're okay, calm do-," he stopped talking as soon as I hugged him. I even started crying against his chest.
I wasn't gonna let go either.
"I'm not gonna lose you Kim Taehyung," he seemed confused by my words but he sat there hugging me back & rocking me."Was it another nightmare?" I just nodded & clutched onto his shirt.
I had finally calmed down enough to were I could breath, & I had stopped crying.
We had laid back down in my bed, Tae's arms were around me so tight that it hurt, but I didn't want him to let go. My arms were around him too, & I had him hugged up to me so tight my arms feel like they are going to fall off, but I am not letting him go.I'm starting to think I actually do love him.
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Does anyone ever catch the hints I always leave?
Also thanks for all the love on this story, it's getting a lot more then my last one. I guess people love VKook a lot, I'm not surprised haha.
I'll try & update again tonight, if I don't, please stay with me.
~Dawn xoxo
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