Everything Has Changed

13

"What are you doing?" I heard a voice ask and I jumped in my spot as I looked over at Emma. "nothing" I muttered as I looked down at the table in front of me. She raises her eyebrow at me as she follows my previous line of sight.

"Nope. You do not look at Jordan Sinclair like that" she says with a firm look on her face. I raised my eyebrow at her. "I was not looking at him in any way" She shakes her head at me, as if she was disagreeing with me. "So you weren't looking at him with a lovestruck look in your eyes? You looked ready to jump into his arms and let him take you anywhere"

I rolled my eyes as I glanced towards Jordan. "I wasn't, I was dozed off" I was definitely not thinking about how good his black hair looked today. It looked exactly like Zayn's hair in the Night Changes music video, and his eyes looked like they were practically shining today. "Dont"

Emma was giving me a blank stare when I looked over at her. Okay so maybe I was giving him some kind of look in my eyes but it most definitely was not ready to jump into his arms and let him take me anywhere.

He's just pretty to look at. Not that I'll ever admit that to him. I'll be rotting six feet under before I let that happen. "I wouldn't go for it if I were you. He's a complete womanizer, a manwhore if you will, and you deserve better than that. He's never settled down, none of them have besides Cayden" I shrugged my shoulders at her as I gave her a teasing smirk.

"Who says I want to settle down?" I asked her and she laughed, shrugging her shoulders as she looked down at the table in front of her. "You may not want to settle down now but you'd be surprised by the amount of girls who go into la la land after spending a night with them."

I am most certainly not going into la la land any time soon, if anything I give people la la land.

"Don't worry I never ever plan on sleeping with any of them." I promised her as I looked back towards their table watching some girl walk up to Jordan and sit down on his lap.

He smirks as he looks towards someone I couldn't see and I rolled my eyes looking away before I got caught.

"It's kind of annoying isn't it?" I asked as I turned my attention towards Emma, she gave me a confused look as I clarified. "How much men have it easier? I got raped and slut shamed for it while they get to act like this and only get called how much of a king they are. It's just ridiculous"

She nods her head, silently agreeing with me. "Sadly it's the way the world works, and how it always has worked."

The bell rings, signaling that lunch is done and I frowned as I gathered up my stuff. "I'll see you later okay?" I said to Emma as I threw my bag over my shoulder. She nods her head, sending a smile in my direction.

I go straight to french class and sit down in my seat as I start working on the packet. Only looking up when I hear others start to make their way into class. August was one of the last ones to make their way into class and when he gets here he has a girl wrapped around his body as she leans up and kisses him on his cheek.

I rolled my eyes as I looked back down at my paper. Men are all pigs.

I may have slept around a bit back home but at least I didn't have one person all over me then have another one not even five minutes later.

August makes his way towards the seat beside me and sits down, putting his paper down on his desk as he starts to work on it. Although not even a few minutes later and he was pulling out his phone as he laughed looking down at it.

It started to get annoying around five minutes later.

All I heard for those entire five minutes was tapping, then laughing, then more typing, and more laughing once again. If I wasn't trying to focus on my work I wouldn't be nearly as annoyed as I am. But there's something about the clicking of his thumbs on his phone that was overstimulating me to a degree that I hadn't thought possible.

I looked over in his direction, raising my eyebrow at him. Feeling my eyes on him he looked towards me and raised his eyebrow back at me. "Yes?" he asks, looking at me with annoyance. "Could you stop that? I'm trying to focus and all I hear is click click click." he rolled his eyes at me as he put his phone down onto his desk, turning it off. "Then amuse me because I hate this class"

I rolled my eyes as I turned towards his direction. "And how exactly am I supposed to amuse you?" I asked him snarkily. He smirked looking me up and down. I glared back at him and he laughed, shrugging his shoulders. "Just talk to me, I wanna know details about the stranger living in my house"

"Yes my king, I will tell you everything you want to know"

...

"Dont call me that"

I raised my eyebrow at him as I looked up into his blue eyes. "And what are you going to do if I don't listen to you?" I asked. His eyes practically lit up as a smirk showed up on his face.

The sound of a laptop getting dropped onto our desk made me break eye contact with him as I looked up towards a girl who was sending me a glare, her mouth tilting up into a smile as she looked towards August.

"Hey Auggie" she said with a smile as she leaned down, letting her breasts pop out of her shirt as she bit onto her lip.

I just got the ick.

I looked towards August to see him furrowing his eyebrows as he looked towards me with a slightly embarrassed look on his face.

"Uh hi" he says to her and she frowns as she puts her hand on his shoulder. "I had a lot of fun the other night, I was wondering if you wanted to come over tonight too? I'll do that thing with my tongue again"

I am right here.

He shakes his head at her. "Sorry no I'm already going to another girl's house tonight" she looks at me with a glare then storms away. Bitch he didn't even say if it was me. I looked towards August with a frown.

"Have any advice on not getting STDs? Clearly you have some great advice considering you fuck at least two girls in a week" He huffed out a laugh as he shrugged his shoulders. "Make sure you always use condoms that have no holes in them and I don't kiss any of the girls I hook up with unless I know they are clean"

I took out my phone, opening up my notes app as I pretended to take notes on what he was saying. He smiled then glanced towards his phone as it lit up with a notification. "Is that one of your many bitches?"

He shakes his head at my question as he opens it up. "No its just Caden"

After he says this he ignores me for the rest of class and goes back to texting people on his phone. Completely ignoring any glares that I would send him.

What the hell just happened?

Throughout the rest of the day I realized how much girls really do just cling onto all of the guys. Like they always have at least one around them if not in their laps. I've seen them making out with a girl too many times today.

I don't mean to sound like a prude but I'm not a huge fan of pda in places where it shouldn't be. Like why are you making out at school? It's just weird to me. I'm guilty of making out in public places but never in places like school.

That's a lie actually I have made out at school but that was in a janitor's closet not in front of an entire crowd of students. Very big difference

"See what I'm saying now?" Emma asks as she opens up her locker. I looked towards her and nodded my head. "They never just stay friends with a girl. I'm just warning you I don't want you to become like-" she purses her lips then looks across the hallway at Hudson who had a girl leaning up against him. "Well like that"

And I officially have no more premade chapters. So, I'm not sure how my update schedule will be from now on. I'm on summer vacation pretty soon!! It starts May 6th so hopefully I'll be able to write a lot when it starts.