The layover tonight was much longer, dahil sa mga businessman na passengers. Extra hours. Extended rest. The kind of delay I should be thankful for. More flights meant more pay, more security at least, that's what I always tell myself.
Still, now pa lang na hindi ko kasama yung anak ko, miss ko na siya.
Hindi yung masakit na lungkot. Yung tahimik lang. Yung biglang naiisip mo kung kumain na ba siya, kung nakatulog na ba siya ng maayos. The kind of missing that doesn't ask for attention, but stays with you anyway.
The hotel lobby was busy when I arrived crew members checking in, rolling suitcases, tired faces that all looked the same. I was halfway across the floor when I noticed him.
He was just passing by. Civilian clothes. Familiar posture. The kind you recognize even before you see the face clearly.
For a second, our eyes met. Or maybe I'm being delusional again.
There was no smile. No surprise. Just a pause brief, almost unnoticeable. As if we were strangers who had known each other in another lifetime. I realized then that his layover must be just as long as mine. Sa barko naman sila. Different routes, same temporary ground.
I looked away first.
We didn't stop. We didn't speak. We didn't acknowledge what once existed between us or what still quietly connected us now. Some things didn't need words. Especially the ones we both chose not to keep.
By the time I reached the elevator, my phone buzzed. A photo. My child, asleep.
I held it a second longer than necessary.
Some distances aren't measured in miles or schedules. Some are just a hallway apart, crossed without a word.
And somehow, that made the night feel longer than the layover itself.
The night was quiet, only the faint sound of leaves rustling in the wind and the distant hum of the campus below. I should have been studying, or at least pretending to focus on my notes. But I'm not that nerdy to study all fucking night.
"What's with the cuffs, asshole?" I annoyingly ask
"Keagan. . ."a moan escape in my mouth when he push me more at the wall
"Ahh. . . Keagan" he started to massage my boobs and kiss my neck, I even feel him sucking it
I can't control my self when a moan escaped in my mouth, he slipped my bra and so that my boobs get out
"Turn down your voice woman" his seductive voice speak, a low voice. His hands is slowly going down. Until I feel his hands cares my pussy
"Hm, wet already?" he laugh, that made me irritated
"I'm just amazed that your already wet for me already" asar niya, after he said that he unbuckled his pants and show mel his dick
Without any thoughts and second he put it in, and fuck me harder.
"Ahh. . . . b-babe your really ahh . . . asshole" i can't even say directly
"Too tight again, Sin" he said. I didn't even know what time we done doing it. I just knew that he really freaking take his time to fuck me outside!
"Sin, wake up breakfast is ready. Also, Camill is outside waiting for you" nagising ako dahil sa ingay ni Keagan
"Hmm 5 minutes" I said and roll in the bed and sleep again
"No. You'll be late in your class, it's already 7:30 your class start at 8 sharp. Besides, you have a quiz in your first subject right?" Ahhh! He knew that I had a quiz and it's in First period yet, he fucked me till freaking sunrise!
"Asshole" I murmured and decided to stand up and getting ready
"What took you so long?" my sister ask, nag-lalakad na kami ngayon sa hallway ng school papunta na sa classroom
Well, after getting ready. I ate my breakfast and also him. . . My fuck buddy
"Dahil na late ako ng gising at mabagal ako mag ayus?" I replied not looking at her
"Hmm" she just nods and continue walking until nakarating na sa building ng Tourism Department
It's our second day in 4th year, First Semester. So basically we just introduce ourselves but in other subjects is it's not needed because its the same prof.
"So, still who got the perfect scores are the two Ms. Salvador. Good job with the two of you and the 50 and below, do review when you'll are not busy. Remember your in the 4th year just 2 sems and you'll be graduating. " Miss Adisson said
"Girl gising na, ano yan wet dreams or horny night? Alam ko namang nakaka laglag panty talaga yung boyfriend mo," she stop then tooka breath and speak again" Pero kasi girl nasa trabaho ka, nasa hotel tayo kasama moko hoy!" Nag dabog pa siya bago ako sabunotan
"Aray ang oa mo talaga, Chelsea" naiinis ko siyang tinulak bago bumangon
"FYI. Anong oa? hello ungol ka, kaya ng ungol like fuck you ka talaga." halos mag dikit na yung kilay niya bago ako talikodan
W-wait ungol? ako, umoungol?
"Did I seriously just dream about him like that? Diyos ko sorry, Lord. Hindi, mali. Nakita ko lang naman siya kanina. Saglit lang. Isang tingin. Isang pasada."
Tapos ngayon, ganito na agad utak ko?
I shake my head, annoyed at myself. Ang babaw. Ang tanga. I should know better by now. Hindi porke't may alaala, kailangan balikan. Hindi porke't minsan naging totoo, may karapatan pa sa isip ko.
Pero bakit ganito?
I sigh, more embarrassed than anything. As if seeing him once was enough to wake things I've worked so hard to keep buried.
"Talaga ba, sarili ko pa ang kalaban ko?"
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Hello, Sanity! Sana okay nato ah ang hirap pala gumawa ng spicy scene jusme!
I hope na hindi nato abutin ng ilang years
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Anchored in the Clouds
RomanceAllina Sin Salvador is a flight attendant who lives above the clouds beautiful, distant, and carrying a secret she swore no one would ever find out. Years ago, she walked away from the man she once shared a forbidden past with. But fate brings him b...
