-Phil's pov-
While Dan was in the hospital I couldn't stop thinking and worrying about him. He was my best friend, and my boyfriend. I loved him and cared about him so much, i cant lose him. I just kept thinking of all these bad things that could happen to him, and I'm scared. I can't let anything go wrong, he has to be okay.
I started to hum the song Dan would sing for me when I got scared, he thought he had a bad voice but I loved it.
"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. You make me happy, when skies are grey." nope just making it worse
To try and focus on something else, I called up an old friend of mine and Dan's and told him what happened. He sounded sad and apologetic, but it felt a little forced. I asked him if he could come over for a bit so I wouldn't get lonely and have a panic attack, and luckily he agreed.
His name was Robby, and we've known him for a few years. He knew dan longer than me. After about 10 minutes I heard a knock on the flat door and it was robby. I invited him in and we started to talk.
"So... How have you been?" I awkwardly asked
"Pretty decent actually, I got a girlfriend a while back and we've been dating for quite a while now. Her name is Chance. Well, her nickname anyway."
I could only think about Dan once he said he was in a relationship. I missed him, should I call? No, not while robby is here.
"What about you, anything new?"
"No, not really. I'm just bummed I'm gonna be alone for a while. Without Dan, this place just feels.... Empty. You know?"
"Yeah, when Chance goes on work trips I get lonely."
I was a little glad someone knew how I felt without Dan, but still something about him seemed off. Like he was forcing his apologetic look a little too much.
"Wanna record a video with me? I guess I should still make videos so our fans don't get worried, you know?"
"Sure! That sounds interesting, I've never been in a YouTube video."
I smiled as I grabbed my phone and tweeted about how I was recording with an old friend. They won't know who it is, but I'm pretty sure it'll go well. As long as I keep my mind off of Dan.
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Once we get in my room, Robby compliments the decor. As I was admiring my posters and furnishings while Robby was behind me, I asked him to close the door so we could record.
But what should I make a video about? I'd have to brainstorm a bit, so I sat on my bed and though for a while while Robby admired my knick knacks and what-not.
Then I felt a sharp pain in my left temple through my entire left side on my head. Then everything went black.
