Secretly yours, [Slow Update]

Secretly yours: Nine

Letting go of the fear....

Mya went earlier this morning and i already miss her. My mom and i had to wake up early to help her pack her stuffs before leaving. I ended up telling Mya what happened in the closet because she was quite persistent, the almost kiss thingy not the Jude rant part.

She was so thrilled to hear that and how she already guessed that before telling her. She was also excited when i told that I'm planning on telling Jude how i feel and hopefully when next we see each other, ill be not single.

My mom drove Mya to the airport and i tagged along, before she left we did a family group hug and promised to always call each other. Even my mom was crying, hell we all were as we stood in the middle of the airport.

Mya pulled my mom aside to tell her something which i wasn't allowed to hear and with that we waited and watched as she got on the plane, not knowing when next we'll see each other.

Later that day my mom told me what Mya told her, that 'she should try to give me some privacy and that I'm not a little kid anymore, I'm all grown up.

Hell even more than she expects.' My mom apologized and told me that she didn't realize how irrational she acts sometimes. That yesterday i was her little girl and now I'm all grown up. That made me emotional and i ended up spending the rest of the day with her.

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Today was the day of Jude father party. I told my dad about it and he accepted to come on the morning of the party. Jude has been quite busy this week so i haven't really had the chance to talk to him.

I wonder how he's doing with his dad back and all. I also realized that Celia is attending which is great, Alden was invited and he's bringing Celia as his plus one. I told Celia that she should come to my house and we'll get dressed together.

I had this satin gown in my closet which I've been saving for special occasions and today felt like the day to wear it. I looked at the dress and wonder how Jude will react if he sees me in it.

I had to iron the cloth first because it was a bit wrinkled and when i was done Celia arrived. She brought her gown, makeup kit, her shoes and accessories to go with it. My mom and dad went shopping earlier this morning when he came back to find a gift because they couldn't go empty handed. So, the house was pretty quiet.

"The dress is so pretty." Celia says as i show her the dress when we got to my room.

"Thanks, yours even look more stunning."

"Bestie, we're both going to look stunning our boyfriends eyes are going to pop out when they see us."

"Boyfriends?" i question while raising my eyebrow.

"Yeah. I assume you and Jude are together now but you didnt tell me."

"WHAT! why would you think that?"

"Because thats why Mya told me." she looks at me confused. "Mya said you guys had a little thing in the closet and then sealed your relationship."

That girl, she's so dead." Ok first of all when did she tell you this?"

"Yesterday after the sleepover." I didn't say a single word about what happened in the closet to them yesterday, so she must have guessed and thought that's what happened before i told her.

"Oh no no no no, you got it all wrong." I tell Celia." Nothing happened in the closet and Jude and i are still friends."

"Oh." Her face turns into a frown. "Why not? You both like each other right?"