Sometimes Love Isn't Enough - TheAmbys 2024

Little Lies

**Brendon's POV **

"Elise......"
I look at Pete. Waiting in anticipation for him to reply.
"Well?"
"What about her Pete?" I sigh, "Should it mean something to me?"
"You tell me, Brendon!" He states  as I watch him run his fingers through his hair and rub the back of his neck. Something he always does when he's stressed or anxious.
"She's worked with us for years, you know that. She's a nice girl who enjoys her work, why?"
"Is that all she is to you. Just a work colleague?"
"I'd say a friend. We've known each other a while, and we've bantered back and forward with each other.. Why?? Pete, what exactly are you asking me?"
"Bren, do you remember anyone else being at the rehearsal space the night of your accident? Apart from Carson, the security guard."
"Umm.... I'm not sure. I can't really remember, why? I'm not sure if Pete is buying this. I hear him. sigh as he looks at me. "Look, Brendon. there is security camera footage from that night, and I have seen it. Now health and safety are asking for footage before they can sign off on the piano platform for tour."
"OK." I reply as I feel my pulse quicken, and I can feel my anxiety rising. Shit if this comes out publicly, I am royally fucked!!.
"Brendon, do you want to tell me the truth or are you going to stick with your "I don't remember" Story?"
I take a swig from my drink and clear my throat."Fuck Pete..."I sigh, "Carlyn and I had a big fight that night. I stormed out of the house and ended up at the rehearsal space. I didn't know Elise was working that night, I swear!! She heard me playing and came through to the main area. I was pissed off, and I'd had a few drinks whilst playing. I asked if she wanted to join me. So we had several drinks and talked. We've always flirted back and forward with each other. Carlyn always joked that she had a crush on me. It was always innocent, but that night, it felt different. I felt needed and wanted. I didn't mean for us to kiss. It just happened. Then one thing led to another and we fucked.. I'm not proud of what I've done....."
"Not Proud! For FUCK Sake Brendon!!! I don't fuckn believe you!! You and Carlyn have a fight. Which, by the way, I know all about, she told me. She was a fukn wreck when you had your accident. Kept saying it was her fault. Then there's you feeling sorry for yourself, throwing a pity party for one, getting drunk, fucking the first available female and almost killing yourself!!!!"
"It wasn't quite like that Pete. We had a few too many drinks. It was an accident".
"An accidet???  What did you accidentaly fall and slip your dick into her!!!  Is this like the same  "accident" that happened 7 years ago?? When Carlyn finds out about this man, you are screwed!!"
"Pete, I was hoping that she wouldn't find out. After everything that's happened and with her being so close to her due date. I don't want to upset her anymore than she has been."
Brendon, you are my best friend, but I am not lying to Carlyn for you. She's fuckn scary when she's mad, dude."
"I know ......she scares the shit out of me at times."
"Brendon, you swore to her 7 years ago that you would never hurt her again. It took all her strength to finally forgive you. This, this is gonna crush her. I don't think she will recover from this. It .Will. Break. Her."
"I know, I've really screwed up, Pete. I can't lose her or our child. I don't know what to do."
"You need to come clean and tell her before she finds out from someone else. Because my friend, you'd better believe she WILL find out eventually."
"Does anyone else know?"
"No, not yet, just us and Elise, obviously. She's still working on the tour outfits and will be on the road with us as well. Its not go na end well, Bren."
"I will talk to Elise once I have my cast off and don't need Carlyn to drive me around anymore."
"Brendon. I don't know about this......"
"I will fix this mess, Pete, don't worry. Come on, we need to sort the tour stuff out."

**A few hours later **

I'm making dinner for us when Brendon and Pete come in from the studio.
"Hey Babe, did you manage to get some rest?" Brendon asks planting a kiss on my lips and gently rubbing my bump.
"I did, thanks. Did you guys get much work done?"
"Yeah, we did. We were very productive."
"Did the weed help you both to be productive?" I laugh."I'm just jealous because I can't smoke with you. Pete, are you staying for dinner. You're more than welcome?"
"Thanks, Carlyn, but I'm gonna head home. Meagan is expecting me. I'll see you guys soon. Brendon have a think about what we talked about, ok,"
"Yeah, Pete, I will. See you soon,"
During dinner, I notice Brendon is rather quiet. "Babe, you feeling OK? You're kinda quiet tonight."
"Yeah, I'm fine, just a little distracted with the tour stuff."
"Don't push yourself too hard. You're still recovering from your accident. "
"I know......Carly, how about we snuggle on the couch and we watch a film or something?"
"Bren, I think I have a better idea."
"Oh yeah..." he gives me a small grin and a wink as I take his hand and lead him to our bedroom.
As soon as we are in the room, he starts kissing me. Gently at first, but becoming more hungry as we continue. He slightly parts my lips with his tongue, seeking permission to enter. I let him in and gently suck his tongue as I run my fingers through his hair, pulling gently.
"God Carly, I love you so much. You drive me crazy:. I can feel his hardness as we kiss. "I start to pull down his shorts and underwear as I get on my knees in front of him.
"Carly, what are you doing?"
"I'm going to help you relax." I say as I take him in my mouth. I circle my tongue around his tip and work along his length. I gently suck on his balls, causing Brendon to groan as I move my tongue back along his shaft. I take him fully in my mouth. He has his hands in my hair, giving him some control. As I take him deep in my mouth I can feel him at the back of my throat.
"Fuck Carly, you are gonna make me cum real quick if you keep doing that".
"That's the point Bren, I want to taste you. I want you to cum.."
Suddenly he pulls me gently by my hair to release himself from my mouth.
Crashing his lips to mine I feel him smile
"Are you sure you want me to cum just now? Coz I ain't far away?"
"Yes, I want to feel you cum in my mouth." Before he can say anything else I take him deep in my throat whilst caressing his balls. I can feel him starting to pulse and I start to move a little faster until he has both hands in my hair and is pressing himself deeper into me "fuck, fuck, FUCK! Carly, that feels so good" he moans as I feel his empty himself into my mouth and I swallow. I look up at him, and he has a goofy grin on his face and looks extremely relaxed. "I'll be glad to get this cast off tomorrow it gets in the way of me doing what I want to do to you.".
"I think you're managing just fine, Bren." I laugh.
"Christ Carly you are going to be the death of me," he laughs.