Hello,my name is Kate,and my boyfriend is Michael,and yes,he's from 5sos.You might think this: OMG YOU ARE SO LUCKY! I WISH I WAS YOU! Well let me tell you something...Don't wish you were me! And i will tell you why...
I'm sure my life is much worse than yours.Everything was going great until Mikey,Luke and Calum decided to make a band,then Ashton joined and i was like:Cool! They will have so much fun! And they did...they had too much fun singing and performing..And the time has passed and they became FAMOUS!
One day they came home after their first tour,it took 3 weeks but i was happy they were having fun.Then here it comes the second tour,they go for 1 month there,i was so hppy when they finally came back,i hugged and kissed Mikey <3
But sadly that was our last kiss...We were watching a movie together and the boys told Mikey that they had to go on a tour again,they didn't know that they will have to go the same night,but they had to because thy had a lot of fans in that country and they wanted to make them happy.So,the moment came when we said: BYE <3
Mikey said that they will be back in 1 week,so i wasn't that worried..
But 1 week passed and saturday came,i woke up super happy waiting for the boys.But just like that day,there were 2 more weeks that passed..2,3,4,5, weeks...I was so worried and i was always thinking of Mikey.I didn't eat,or sleep for months,they boys didn't text me,or skype me...After super long 5 months someone called me,at first i didn't answer because i didn't want to talk to anybody ,but the phone kept ringing.So i got my phone and i saw a number that i didn't know,it wasn't anyone from the boys,but i still answered cause it kept calling.So i picked the phone up and i said:Hi... And then a man's voice answered:-Hello! Is this Kate?-The voice was manly,but also sad,so as mine.And i said:-Yes..That's me. And the guy on the phone said:-We are really sorry for your lost.And right when he said that i freaked out! I was screaming:WHAT!! WHAT HAPPENED!!! i could here the boy's voices in the background.They were craying..And then i relized the man's voice was the voice of their security.Their security was really caering about the boys.He said:They boys got into a car excident.The tour bus that they were staying in crashed into a car,Michael was sitting on the front sits,and the other boys were sitting on the back ones.So when the bus crashed Michael was the one in the front and the one in dangeour,when the buss crashed into the car he crashed his head into the front window.From the scar he had in his head he ost too uch blood,the doctors did everything they could but they were not able to save him.We are sorry.Then i started screaming and scraying even more then the boys did,i said:WHAT!!!??? NOOOOOOO!! YOU GUYS ARE PRANKING ME AREN'T YOU?? Then Luke got on the phone and he said with sad voice:Kate we are not pranking you,why would we prank you for this kind of thing? We all love you,and Mikey.After Luke said that my phone fell out of my hand and i rushed into my kitchen and i got the biggest and sharpest knife i could find.Then i made a scar on my hand,a scar big enough to bring me to the hospital where i am right now with a chance of death..When i woke up here i said: Dear god,why did you save me? Why didn't you let me go where Mikey is now? WHY!!??!!
Now,im in the hospital waiting for the doctorsAnd to come.And while i have enough time i want to say this to you:God made YOU to live YOUR life! Don't waste even 1 second on someone else's life <3
R.I.P. MICHAEL <3 THERE ARE NOT ENOUGH WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU! <3
