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                               Y/n's Pov

Are you crazy, Ben?!" You pushed Ben away, fixing your clothes he'd tried to take off you.

"Did you think I would make out with you in a storage room in the basement?"

Ben rolled his eyes, making that weird sound he always did to express his frustration.

"I'm so tired of it, Y/n!"

"Of what exactly?" You replied, crossing your arms.

"We've been dating for over a year now, and barely let me touch you" Ben snarled.

"Oh, you thought I would let you screw me in a dirty storage room where we keep are coats and garbage?" You said sarcastic from your voice.

You and Ben started dating since you attended The Sparrow Academy since you joined a little later. Although, you could never tell if Ben was more of a friend to you or a boyfriend because as much as you enjoyed his company, Y/n never felt the burning list everyone saw in you too. They had there first sex after eight months of out relationship, and only cause Ben was pushy, but no fireworks for you. Y/n felt terrible because she cared about him and there relationship. At the same time. No matter how hard Y/n tired. Y/n didn't feel a spark. She thought it might've been caused by her bad experiences haunting her from her past. Her former boyfriend hurt her in the possible way, leaving an irreversible strike on Y/n soul forever.

"I don't know what you want," Ben growled, snapping you back to reality. "But it frustrates the hell out of me that my girlfriend won't let me touch her!"

"Ben—" Before you could finish, Ben stormed out of the dark, dusty storage room, slamming the door behind him.

"Very mature." You let out a deep sigh. You had no time or energy to deal with this crap. You were up all night cramming for practicing all day with the team yesterday. You fix your uniform and left since you promise Fei you would hang out with her.

After a long day of practice, you tucked yourself under a soft, white blanket.

Y/n had one of those days when she wanted to sink into your bed, hoping none of her family members would find her. But despite the think walls of her bedroom, you could still hear your brothers arguing- again. You covered yourself with a furry pillow, pushing onto your head. Even that didn't make their shouting and breaking decor at one another stop the ringing in your ears.

Y/n relationship with her family was convenience, not love. Or it was to her father Sir Reginald Hargreeves. As she being the most powerful one in the family all Y/n could remember that she was the forgotten team member of the sparrow academy. Ever since Y/n got badly injured on a mission and ended into a coma for ten years Reginald left her out of everything missions, practice's, even spending time with her own family. Reginald wasn't afraid to blame her siblings for putting Y/n into a coma but Y/n hated them for them to take the blame for her mistakes so she made her father believe it was all her fault. Y/n was stuck in this toxic swamp all alone. Or maybe it was better Y/n took the blame for her accident cause she didn't want to hurt her family feelings and she didn't want them to suffer the consequences Y/n went threw because of that. She could never understand why her father hated her so much. Especially after everything she'd done for him. And yet here she is trying to survive yet another day in the luxurious life of hers... that behind the closed doors of the academy is hell of a mansion so called are "home".

You heard silence a little bit after. You took a deep breath, crawling out of your bed that felt like your fortress, helping you survive all the wars in this house had witnessed.

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