Self harm// Luke Hemmings

Chapter 4

I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock and my phone ringing witch meant someone was obviously calling me, I picked up my phone quickly and noticed it was Luke that was calling me, I pressed the answer button and said hello in a excited voice.....
"Hello" I said as I also heard sniffling in the background.
" Luke baby what's wrong!"I said in now a scary tone.
"I'm sorry babe I had to I didn't know what to do I couldn't take it anymore I-I" Luke said as his voice started to fade slightly.
"Luke what did you do!, what happened!, stay with me Luke!" i said as I was getting ready to cry and I grabbed my keys and quickly got in my car drove to his house still on the phone with him as well in my pajamas.
" I o-over-d-dosed please don't be mad at me..." His voice becoming quieter as he spoke...
"Luke I'm almost there stay with me baby ok you have to stay with me I-I I'm not r-ready to let go y-yet ok stay with me Luke! I'm almost there! Ok!" I stuttered as tears were now streaming down my face.
I heard nothing... I was scared.... Did Luke do this because of me? Was I the cause of all this? Was I the reason?
"Luke say something...anything ...please!"
"I-I love y-you" Luke said in a weak yet fighting tone.
At this point I reached his house ran in his house busting open his door and ran up stairs to his bedroomwhere he found Luke weak as ever just laying there so sad and lonely vulnerable and next to him was an empty bottle and pills scattered around him.... I looked at him with shocked eyes and mouth dropped he looked at me recently bent down and and took out my phone immediately calling the cops and ambulances to come and get my poor Luke I have no words to say that I was so sad I couldn't say anything. I don't know why he didn't come to me in the first place I would've been there for him right next to him holding his hand through it all.
This was Luke's first suicide attempt and also the first time he didn't come to me for help and Luke well he's now not only my Bestfriend but also by boyfriend and I can't help but wonder if he'll ever do something like this again....

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